it was deja vu

[taronmyheels]

Do I miss him because the other night he was brought back into my life? Do I miss him because that conversation could have taken place a year and a half ago (except for him frequently reminding me that I stopped answering his phone calls and totally avoided him for 6 months)? Do I miss him because I'm just lonely?

I totally blew him off. So why is it that now is he always on my mind?

Is it because I can't have him this time?

He treated me so well. And I hated it.