"Snake, Its Taro.....Its Been A Long Time...."
First update in a while.
Spent the last week or so seeing Hang before she left for uni. We're just friends now. Probably won't be seeing much of her anymore, she'll be off doing her stuff with all the other uni people. It may sound mean, but it feels good to be free, I won't have to feel like I have to behave myself round other girls and stuff so much. Hang is/was lovely and all but I found that she was quite conformist as compared to be e.g. she went off to uni to be an accountant, only likes music that’s in the charts, watches eastenders etc. Where as I don't ever wanna be a yuppie or work in an office, like's all kinds of music music, doesn't watch eastenders and has more a rebellious nature (even if at times I don't show it as much).
Hopefully the next girl I go out with will be different to her.
I think theres many reasons I’m less conformist than others. I think I don't really wanna be like anyone else, be some guy on the train in a suit off to his job in the city to make money, eventually gets married has some kids and lives in a house with a nice car. WHAT A FUCKING CLICHAY! It’s not just recently I’ve though this kinnda way. During school I was in my fair share of trouble for not being led on like a sheep and doing what I was told to. People that do what they've been told all the time don't really do anything fantastic for the world. Imagine if John Lennon went of to be a stock broker insted of being in a band, or if all the famous inventors were put off by people telling them that they should just get a regular job. We wouldn't have electricity, toilets, penicillin etc.
Some people say "oh if you're a rebellious you're not different, you're just the same as all the other rebellious people" But Fuck'em. At the end of the day people that do things differently and live alternate lifestyles are people that fucking has an effect on the world.
Went to the pub on Saturday night with friends Rob and James, we all just had a coke. Sunday went up London with the same 2 mates, wondered round n' shit.
To make things even better I was told that I'm gonna be out of a job by the end of this week. Fucking brilliant.
Spent the last week or so seeing Hang before she left for uni. We're just friends now. Probably won't be seeing much of her anymore, she'll be off doing her stuff with all the other uni people. It may sound mean, but it feels good to be free, I won't have to feel like I have to behave myself round other girls and stuff so much. Hang is/was lovely and all but I found that she was quite conformist as compared to be e.g. she went off to uni to be an accountant, only likes music that’s in the charts, watches eastenders etc. Where as I don't ever wanna be a yuppie or work in an office, like's all kinds of music music, doesn't watch eastenders and has more a rebellious nature (even if at times I don't show it as much).
Hopefully the next girl I go out with will be different to her.
I think theres many reasons I’m less conformist than others. I think I don't really wanna be like anyone else, be some guy on the train in a suit off to his job in the city to make money, eventually gets married has some kids and lives in a house with a nice car. WHAT A FUCKING CLICHAY! It’s not just recently I’ve though this kinnda way. During school I was in my fair share of trouble for not being led on like a sheep and doing what I was told to. People that do what they've been told all the time don't really do anything fantastic for the world. Imagine if John Lennon went of to be a stock broker insted of being in a band, or if all the famous inventors were put off by people telling them that they should just get a regular job. We wouldn't have electricity, toilets, penicillin etc.
Some people say "oh if you're a rebellious you're not different, you're just the same as all the other rebellious people" But Fuck'em. At the end of the day people that do things differently and live alternate lifestyles are people that fucking has an effect on the world.
Went to the pub on Saturday night with friends Rob and James, we all just had a coke. Sunday went up London with the same 2 mates, wondered round n' shit.
To make things even better I was told that I'm gonna be out of a job by the end of this week. Fucking brilliant.