Depressed.
Tuesday: Driving lesson. Mandarin class at night.
Today: Read.Watched 2 films. Wasted time online.
A few things have been on my mind recently.
Pussy, is the first one. I've been well horney. I keep thinking bout having sex with some woman from my Mandarin class, Phong, Sandora, Makiko and just about every other oriental girl I've met. So horney....right shut up Taro!
Craveing for a big fat joint is the next. Possible cause of bordom, possible cause of depression. Most probily both. lol. Heres a thought though, if a person smokes some joints once or twice a week, most people would upon him as haveing "a drug problem". Yet if a person goes out and gets drunk off there face every weekend, people would consider that normal, and that they don't have "a drink problem".why is that so?
Ah well, Anyway. Should be going to a party on Friday. Also some of my mates are going up London on Saturday night, I see if anything else is happing before I commit myself. I'm looking forward to the party. Haven't got drunk n' mucked about for a long time.
Gotta sign on tomorrow. I've got an interview for an access to Music course on Monday. If only it started now insted of September I'd have something to do with my time. Being unemployed kicked ass for a while, then it just becomes routine. Least I'm not "normal". Take your average 19year old in England, they pasted all there gcse's and A levels, and are at uni right now. Where the fuck are people that did anything differnt? I wanna meet some people with intresting backgrounds. Dammit this town is killing my soul....
Enough of this entry.
Today: Read.Watched 2 films. Wasted time online.
A few things have been on my mind recently.
Pussy, is the first one. I've been well horney. I keep thinking bout having sex with some woman from my Mandarin class, Phong, Sandora, Makiko and just about every other oriental girl I've met. So horney....right shut up Taro!
Craveing for a big fat joint is the next. Possible cause of bordom, possible cause of depression. Most probily both. lol. Heres a thought though, if a person smokes some joints once or twice a week, most people would upon him as haveing "a drug problem". Yet if a person goes out and gets drunk off there face every weekend, people would consider that normal, and that they don't have "a drink problem".why is that so?
Ah well, Anyway. Should be going to a party on Friday. Also some of my mates are going up London on Saturday night, I see if anything else is happing before I commit myself. I'm looking forward to the party. Haven't got drunk n' mucked about for a long time.
Gotta sign on tomorrow. I've got an interview for an access to Music course on Monday. If only it started now insted of September I'd have something to do with my time. Being unemployed kicked ass for a while, then it just becomes routine. Least I'm not "normal". Take your average 19year old in England, they pasted all there gcse's and A levels, and are at uni right now. Where the fuck are people that did anything differnt? I wanna meet some people with intresting backgrounds. Dammit this town is killing my soul....
Enough of this entry.