Phong and Escaping
I keep thinking about Phong. More of who'm can be read about here and here. Note Iam no longer a "stoner" as I was in either of those posts.lol.
Anyway, yeah its werid. I'm looking forward to seeing her again. I don't think anything can become of it because of the age difference, but I miss her company.
On other subjects. Had a dream last night that I was finally leaving Sutton (where I've lived all my life bar 3mounths after I was born in Japan) to go live somewhere else. I remember thinking to myself "YES! I've finally made it out". That day will come. If I get on some access to Music course I could be fucking of to uni (as much as I hate people going on about it) within a year. Its one way out. Might study Japanese and Music or just souly Music depending on what I decide.
I guess if I wasn't a video games junkie in secondary school and an msn addicted in college I could of concentrated on my work more and be out in the world already, but oh well. No point in regrets...
Anyway, yeah its werid. I'm looking forward to seeing her again. I don't think anything can become of it because of the age difference, but I miss her company.
On other subjects. Had a dream last night that I was finally leaving Sutton (where I've lived all my life bar 3mounths after I was born in Japan) to go live somewhere else. I remember thinking to myself "YES! I've finally made it out". That day will come. If I get on some access to Music course I could be fucking of to uni (as much as I hate people going on about it) within a year. Its one way out. Might study Japanese and Music or just souly Music depending on what I decide.
I guess if I wasn't a video games junkie in secondary school and an msn addicted in college I could of concentrated on my work more and be out in the world already, but oh well. No point in regrets...