I'm an asshole
I hate hurting people I care about but at the same time I can't hold back the truth no matter how much I don't want to share it. I'm so sorry. I need to work on not running away from my problems/unhappy situations. Ever since I was a young child I've never wanted to face the facts. It's my fucking personality. After 26 years on this earth one would
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i know you never meant to hurt me, but in the end you did. and mainly because you weren't honest with me for so long. you said distance is harder than you thought. where was i when you were feeling all of this? why weren't you able to tell me how you felt from the time these feelings began? hearing these things makes me question how truthful you were with me at all. and i don't mean to be hurtful with my words but i need to be honest with you because you weren't able to give me that dignity. i'm sorry our love wasn't strong enough to bring us back together, and i'm sorry that i wasn't able to see you distancing yourself from me earlier. i wont wait for your phone call but when you do call, i will no doubt be delighted to hear from you. take care sweetheart. may you find it in your heart to be more honest with yourself and so in the rest of your life. i will never forget you; december saturdays, traveling the west coast, but most importantly breaking personal boundaries together. thank you for coming into my life, i wish you all the best.
one last long hug,
taryn
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