sucka sucka now.
I keep forgetting i have this account, I never
write in here..ever. Things for the most part
have been the same, there was a period where
EVERYTHING was completely turned upside down.
Me and Justin got back together for a little bit, like
a month or so..everything was okay. It's always what
I wanted it felt like..but in the end..it wasn't.
No matter how much I tried to close, it wasn't close enough
and I would always feel as if I loved him more than he was
capable of loving me...so I let go.
Im fine..completely..I don't care. I can finally close this
chapter of my life with confidence and move forward and look
ahead. Its crazy how much i've changed and realized myself the
second I gave myself a chance.
Im currently working 2 jobs and just running around like a mad woman
without a second to myself. HAHA. It's just complete insanity.
I am dating this guy Stephen, he is basically everything I've always
been looking for..and he came at a very unexpected time.
He has goals, he's talented, he's musically involved and treats me the
way I could only hope for. Im lucky..you have no idea.
At the end of the month, me and a bunch of friends are taking a trip
to KC to see Have Heart, and Verse. I AM SO EXCITED, jesus, I'm gonna
poop my pants.
oh, stephen.
<3
write in here..ever. Things for the most part
have been the same, there was a period where
EVERYTHING was completely turned upside down.
Me and Justin got back together for a little bit, like
a month or so..everything was okay. It's always what
I wanted it felt like..but in the end..it wasn't.
No matter how much I tried to close, it wasn't close enough
and I would always feel as if I loved him more than he was
capable of loving me...so I let go.
Im fine..completely..I don't care. I can finally close this
chapter of my life with confidence and move forward and look
ahead. Its crazy how much i've changed and realized myself the
second I gave myself a chance.
Im currently working 2 jobs and just running around like a mad woman
without a second to myself. HAHA. It's just complete insanity.
I am dating this guy Stephen, he is basically everything I've always
been looking for..and he came at a very unexpected time.
He has goals, he's talented, he's musically involved and treats me the
way I could only hope for. Im lucky..you have no idea.
At the end of the month, me and a bunch of friends are taking a trip
to KC to see Have Heart, and Verse. I AM SO EXCITED, jesus, I'm gonna
poop my pants.
oh, stephen.
<3