May 14, 2007 22:31
I should be trying to get to sleep right now, but i needed to get
this off my head and put it down somewhere. Justin moves here
in 2 days and i have to say that im nervous. I just never thought
this would be happening, especially with him. Don't get me wrong, i
am SO excited but i just hope this bonds and doesn't breake us. I have
a feeling this is going to work out for the best, and i do think this is what
we need right now. This is the most serious role i ever had a part in a
relationship..i just hope it works out. I know alot is going to have to
change, but i hope it doesn't change too much.
Work is over soon, the kids get out on the 7th and then its me looking
for a new job. Jessica said she can get me a job at Starbucks, not too bad.
My friend situation is better, things are looking up. But i do miss Delilah more
than ever. Just times like these i need my best friend around, im proud of her..
she graduates soon : ] just wish she was here to tell me "keep your head, and
do what makes you happy" and call me a "fuckin LA LOOSER" or something.
time for bed..hope all is well, everyone.