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see I said I would update more... so yeah I was fucking around on myspace for a bit today just looking around really and it seems like everyone in spring fucking hill is married and has babies. if you never left you got sucked in. I just dont know, in one way it makes me a little sad but yet its like wow. all the crew left and is pretty much married I mean alan and elf, michael and justin, maigan and adam, cindy and m, fran and zara, vicki and cheryl, tim and luis, jessie and I... I mean really if we werent gay I suppose we would all have ninety babies by now too. well except for maigan and adam cause yeah well they are smart and know when to reproduce and not to have babies just because you are horny bastards. Im not saying everyone who has babies and is married is doing badly or made poor decisions... Mainly Im just saying we have all grown up. Dont drink as much dont fuck around as much blah blah blah. not that I mind it. I enjoy coming home cooking dinner, playing with princess, making lunch for the next day and cuddling up on the couch. I enjoy my job. I like having s t a b i l i t y... yes I said it. I dont like going out and getting wasted and knowing everyone in a bar im over it not just because Im in a relationship but because I just dont want to. And Im so happy my friends my true friends are still around... we may not hangout as much or have free time to fuck around with but we know that we love eachother and we are just growing up and growing into the routines of life and having big kid jobs. (not that my job is spectacular it isnt, Im not planning on managing a coffee shop for the rest of my life but for right now it fits thats all I can ask for.) those few nights we do spend together we should make stellar. Im sick of friends being upset that I cant go out every night or even that often. Some people think that the bar/ club should take top priority... not in my life. Im not sorry that I wake up at 5:15 every morning and go to work so I choose not to go out at night... if you cant realize why I choose not to then maybe you arent mature enough to be my friend. I also enjoy every second I spend with jessie. we may bicker but really its all in love. we have been so incredibly happy. the holidays were great, her family is the kind of family I always hoped for. I love the little life we have set up. sigh growing up is nice and I love you all- gypsie, fran, michael, vickers and all the other important people you know who you are. life is good :)