fucking tired..
Today I just want to be left alone.. I don't want anyone to call me.. I want to wallow in my sorrow for just a bit more. Before this feeling fades and I forget about my pain once more.
I seriously think I may be masochistic. XD;;
I want to cut off all ties with unnecessary people again.. Like I did in the summer after 8th grade. Guys are becoming too much involved in my life. I need to seperate myself once again because I can't get what I want this way.
I shouldn't get emotionally involved with any of them. They're just there like my suitemates are just there. And hopefully they'll give me free food one of these days... I don't know. But other than that I don't want them to be anything more to me. I don't want to call them friends anymore.. I want to push everyone into the acquaintance category.. It's too close, too close. And I'd be better off without them...
I think I'm just going to ignore their calls from now on... ^^
I'm okay, really. I'm happy, really...
I seriously think I may be masochistic. XD;;
I want to cut off all ties with unnecessary people again.. Like I did in the summer after 8th grade. Guys are becoming too much involved in my life. I need to seperate myself once again because I can't get what I want this way.
I shouldn't get emotionally involved with any of them. They're just there like my suitemates are just there. And hopefully they'll give me free food one of these days... I don't know. But other than that I don't want them to be anything more to me. I don't want to call them friends anymore.. I want to push everyone into the acquaintance category.. It's too close, too close. And I'd be better off without them...
I think I'm just going to ignore their calls from now on... ^^
I'm okay, really. I'm happy, really...