Growing up sucks
It's hard when you finally realize that your parents can't always be around; They are not immortal, or untouchable. My parents are celebrating their 50th Anniversary, they are getting so much older, and I am lucky that they have been here this long. I know that anyone can die at any time, but that is usually by some car accident, not age. I am at the age where I should be worried about losing my grandparents, not my parents. Tonight my dad had to be taken to the ER. He thought he was having a heart attack. Everything turned out to be ok right now, but it scared me. I can't lose him. I don't know how I would handle it if something did happen to him. I really have never been so scared. I wish I could just know that he is going to live to my wedding day, and to see my future children grow up.