blank-ing out
sitting at work just thinking about a variety of stuff, mainly my (nonexistant) luck in love. aha. it's all about the nice guys at the wrong time. :-p and perhaps a few times it's been a bad guy. well i can't wait for the stars to line up and give me some cosmic power--that would really help me out.
i know everybody says "the right guy will come along eventually--especially when you're not looking for him." yeah, i'm tired of waiting. and looking. and "not looking".
so i put up this away message last night: "so i guess i'm the victim of an unrequited crush" (similar to what i wrote earlier and what i told nisha @ lunch yesterday). and he im's me and asks me what this crush is. but it's not him. i'm not interested. but i don't think i can say i'm sorry about not being interested. there's not enough there...am i a bad person to say this? :-( i hope not. i don't want to make anybody feel bad.
i know everybody says "the right guy will come along eventually--especially when you're not looking for him." yeah, i'm tired of waiting. and looking. and "not looking".
so i put up this away message last night: "so i guess i'm the victim of an unrequited crush" (similar to what i wrote earlier and what i told nisha @ lunch yesterday). and he im's me and asks me what this crush is. but it's not him. i'm not interested. but i don't think i can say i'm sorry about not being interested. there's not enough there...am i a bad person to say this? :-( i hope not. i don't want to make anybody feel bad.