Jan 14, 2007 15:53
This is just a love song. Don’t read it if you’re not interested.
Two girls left this morning with giant pieces of my heart. I want them back. The girls and the pieces of my heart, I mean.
It’s so empty now. My room is empty, my dorm is pretty empty, and the only really important part about campus being emptier than usual is that the people I care about most aren’t here. The ones who are here most of the time won’t be back for another few weeks, and the ones whose time here is short but meaningful beyond expression I won’t be seeing for another number of months. And right now that seems like a little too much to handle.
It might have something to do with my lack of sleep over the last couple of nights or it might have something to do with the fact that I didn’t eat a good breakfast today, but the absence of my dearest friends in my life seems really hard to swallow at the moment.
I wouldn’t trade my situation here for anything, but sometimes I wonder what it would be like if I were closer to home, or if I wasn't playing basketball, or if I hadn't fallen for people I shouldn't have.