Transmission Aimed at Unknown (Person, Place, Psyche [Mine Own?])

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Having looked back upon old interactions, and trying to fathom some relevance to the present state, there is the suggestion of the development of a new (personal) mythology--once referenced in song, as the building of a mystery. Formerly, in a single instance, the first initial was interpreted not as name but as Creator, an identity which at the

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The Livejournal when used in the first three months of 2007 (euphoric/"schizophrenic" period) was the site of strange interactions with foreign Other that are the remnant documents of the thought-process of that time. The records are now being studied as one tries to bridge the gap and derive some current/future relevance as part of the ongoing obsession with what happened (the need to believe that it wasn't just accident and circumstance).

I posted the entry because the mysterious Other lately resurfaced, and caused a sort of shock--the repressed dialogues were suddenly recalled, and seen as possibly highly relevant to the process of trying to understand it all.

Now in "place-mine" a study is in progress wherein these interactions are summed up in the sigil 11:K:11, which notes the mark of the Other combined with its English numeric value, which doubled also recalls the 11:11 mythology (which is widespread, and which obsessed me and some friends during the period in which dextromethorpan was frequently consumed).

I might be going totally insane again, but it's the closest thing I have to a Grail Quest.

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I should also note that the Tool song "jimmy" contains an Eleven theme, one which i interpreted in a very different way while in the grip of the so-called 'mania.'