cancer...

[taretears]

now my low risk.....virus....which would have gone away on its own...is a high risk....which i have to go do some test and hopefully it will be gone....if not....i get my parts taken out and no kids EVER....so tell me how you thought you were going to be the miricle? and how you thought you could get me pregnant? because either way....this would have happened....oh and then if taking my parts out doesnt work...im gunna end up with cervical cancer....my life has come to an end....and...everything i wanted i cant get. ever...

you almost always pick the best times
to drop the worst lines
you almost made me cry again this time
another false alarm
red flashing lights
well this time I'm not going to watch myself die
I think I made it a game to play your game
and let myself cry
I buried myself alive on the inside
so I could shut you out
and let you go away for a long time

I guess it's ok I puked the day away
I guess it's better you trapped yourself in your own way
and if you want me back
you're gonna have to ask

I think the chain broke away
and I felt it the day that I had my own time
I took advantage of myself and felt fine
but it was worth the night
I caught an early flight and I made it home

I guess it's ok I puked the day away
I guess it's better you trapped yourself in your own way
and if you want me back
you're gonna have to ask
nicer than that
nicer than that

with my foot on your neck
I finally have you
right where I want you
right where I want you
right where I want you
right where I want you

I guess it's ok I puked the day away
I guess it's better you trapped yourself in your own way
and if you want me back
you're gonna have to ask
nicer than that
nicer than that
and if you want me back
you're gonna have to ask
nicer than that