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i cant help it. but. ......i miss you. alot. and right now....i just cant stop thinking about you. and im sorry. i just want to talk to you. i just want to be you friend again. i want to be one of the guys. and i want you to consider me one of the guys again. i just cant handle you not being in my life. i cant do it. i just cant. i fucking cant. its driving me fucking crazy. and the fact that i now have a month before i leave. its horrible. im horrible. i am such a messed up person that i drove you away. and now im leaving. i think i fucked up BIG time....im so....sorry...im soo fucking sorry...