so just figured out why you said that....and fuck you..mmk thanks. bye
i hate you. i really do right now. i just fucking hate you.
i hate valentines day. and i always have. because every fucking year even if i do have someone. its fucked up. nothing ever comes good for me on valentines day.
i mean come on i have better sweetest days than i do valentines day.
and like i said i hope you can give HER the ring that you could never give me. i really do. yet again something thats fucked up in my life.
maybe on a happier note. i cant WAIT TILL I LEAVE!!!! i am just getting more and more excited about it. i believe its 46 more days. wow.
and another thing. i HATE the fact that you told me you took the ring back. so your already had it. but yet you told me that i "wanted to jump into it right away, and thats not how you expected it to be" well then why did you already have it? you just really fucking piss me off everyday even tho we dont even talk. just piss me off more and more. maybe its things that i read. maybe its because im not happy with being with this guy even tho hes good to me. or "better" than you.
im just not fucking happy.
maybe its because i just realized why you told me to go be with someone new and that i can find someone "better" than you. its because YOU WANTED SOMEONE ELSE. YOU WANTED TO BE WITH A DIFFERENT GIRL. but see didnt you tell me also that you didnt want to hurt me if we started dating again if you found a different girl and broke up with me for her. how did you expect to get married??? and guess what even tho we werent dating.......you still HURT ME and STILL DID IT. so whatever ..............
i hope you are happy and i hope your "special" someone is too. and i hope you guys have a nice life together.
WHY THE FUCK DIDNT YOU TELL ME IT WAS BECAUSE OF ANOTHER GIRL!!!!!!
sometimes you are an asshole. even to the ones who do love you and the ones who have been there or around you longer than other ppl you know. just goes to show maybe you need to shapen up and think. and actually see what you do to your fucking friends. you need to open your eyes NOT to whats on the INSIDE but whats right fucking INFRONT OF YOUR FACE THE FUCKING SIMPLE SHIT. alls i kno. is that in the past i tried to be your friend then you blew me off for your "girl(s)" just because we HAD a thing and that im a GIRL.
and to actually think in the past i considered you one of my best friends.
just FUCK you. and when you actually want to see the simple things we can be friends. but ya kno what. no no we cant. next time you come back to me. i wont fucking be here. are you fucking happy now? now that im gunna be out of your fucking life forever? happy now that you lost me? and found SOMEONE better. ya i hope you fucking are. cuz i just fucking made your life fucking miserable. and i apparently DIDNT MAKE YOU HAPPY.
i hate valentines day. and i always have. because every fucking year even if i do have someone. its fucked up. nothing ever comes good for me on valentines day.
i mean come on i have better sweetest days than i do valentines day.
and like i said i hope you can give HER the ring that you could never give me. i really do. yet again something thats fucked up in my life.
maybe on a happier note. i cant WAIT TILL I LEAVE!!!! i am just getting more and more excited about it. i believe its 46 more days. wow.
and another thing. i HATE the fact that you told me you took the ring back. so your already had it. but yet you told me that i "wanted to jump into it right away, and thats not how you expected it to be" well then why did you already have it? you just really fucking piss me off everyday even tho we dont even talk. just piss me off more and more. maybe its things that i read. maybe its because im not happy with being with this guy even tho hes good to me. or "better" than you.
im just not fucking happy.
maybe its because i just realized why you told me to go be with someone new and that i can find someone "better" than you. its because YOU WANTED SOMEONE ELSE. YOU WANTED TO BE WITH A DIFFERENT GIRL. but see didnt you tell me also that you didnt want to hurt me if we started dating again if you found a different girl and broke up with me for her. how did you expect to get married??? and guess what even tho we werent dating.......you still HURT ME and STILL DID IT. so whatever ..............
i hope you are happy and i hope your "special" someone is too. and i hope you guys have a nice life together.
WHY THE FUCK DIDNT YOU TELL ME IT WAS BECAUSE OF ANOTHER GIRL!!!!!!
sometimes you are an asshole. even to the ones who do love you and the ones who have been there or around you longer than other ppl you know. just goes to show maybe you need to shapen up and think. and actually see what you do to your fucking friends. you need to open your eyes NOT to whats on the INSIDE but whats right fucking INFRONT OF YOUR FACE THE FUCKING SIMPLE SHIT. alls i kno. is that in the past i tried to be your friend then you blew me off for your "girl(s)" just because we HAD a thing and that im a GIRL.
and to actually think in the past i considered you one of my best friends.
just FUCK you. and when you actually want to see the simple things we can be friends. but ya kno what. no no we cant. next time you come back to me. i wont fucking be here. are you fucking happy now? now that im gunna be out of your fucking life forever? happy now that you lost me? and found SOMEONE better. ya i hope you fucking are. cuz i just fucking made your life fucking miserable. and i apparently DIDNT MAKE YOU HAPPY.