Are we done YET!!!!!?
So I am getting very anxious about being done with school and being able to go home. I will miss some things of course like doing what I want, my friends, basically the freedom that University has given me. However I will not miss deadlines, or people telling me what to do, or how to do things. I am ready to live my life the way I want to...so this summer will be great. Next semester will suck a bit due to student teaching and living at home but it could be worse. I am really glad I met the people I did this year...at the same time I am ready to let go of some of the people I have met at University in general.
On a brighter note I only have a week and a half left here and that means I am almost free...sadly the closer I am getting to freedom the more frustrated I am becoming with my present situation. I feel like I am always ready to move on with my life a year before I should be...even in high school as a senior I really was over with school by the end of the first month. I feel much the same way now.
I have two exams tomorrow...sweating that just a little bit. I need good grades b/c I don't want to deal with any unnecessary drama from the parents. Damn I wish things weren't so shitty and that I could just relax and have some fun....I don't remember the last time that I was truly 100% in a fantastic mood with nothing to worry about. Maybe this summer will solve that...then again maybe not lol!!!!
Well I guess I should do some studying and maybe text earth girl to see if she wants to watch something with me....relaxation before the panic attack.
On a brighter note I only have a week and a half left here and that means I am almost free...sadly the closer I am getting to freedom the more frustrated I am becoming with my present situation. I feel like I am always ready to move on with my life a year before I should be...even in high school as a senior I really was over with school by the end of the first month. I feel much the same way now.
I have two exams tomorrow...sweating that just a little bit. I need good grades b/c I don't want to deal with any unnecessary drama from the parents. Damn I wish things weren't so shitty and that I could just relax and have some fun....I don't remember the last time that I was truly 100% in a fantastic mood with nothing to worry about. Maybe this summer will solve that...then again maybe not lol!!!!
Well I guess I should do some studying and maybe text earth girl to see if she wants to watch something with me....relaxation before the panic attack.