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I feel like crap. I dunno what's wrong with me. I'm exhausted. Yea Shane didn't leave my house until almost 2 last night and I got up at 8:15. I had to go register for classes. I thought my appointment was at 9:00 but it was at 9:30. But the girl that was at 9:00 never showed up so Lisa met with me and I was out of there at 9:30. I came back home and slept until 1:30. But I'm still exhausted. And the right side of my throat hurts. And I feel bad cuz I was supposed to go to the mall with Beth this afternoon but I felt like complete ass when she called so I told her I didn't feel up to it. I hope I don't have mono. Brandy's boyfriend Jay has it, and I'm scared I'm gonna get it now. I love being a hypochondriac.
So Friday I worked 3-9. I met Beth and her sisters at Smokey Bones. Ate a little food with them. Then I met Shane, Danny, and Craig at the Tyngsboro theater and we saw Starsky and Hutch. It was good, I liked it. Ben Stiller and Owen Wilson are wicked good together. Then I went home cuz I had to work the next day, but I didn't get any sleep at all. Sarurday I worked 10-5 then met Shane at his parents house. As soon as I got there he asked if I wanted to sleep there that night, so I said sure. So then Shane starts offering me drinks and I kept declining. His mom was so drunk and was being loud and obnoxious but it was hilarious. Shane was the bartender of the night and kept making Cosmopolitans and re-filling everyone's wine. After awhile I decided I wanted a Sam Adams. And then after that I kept asking Shane to make me Cosmo's cuz they were so good. Shane's mother's friend Carrie came over, and when she tried to leave she fell outside, so they made her stay the night too. Me and Shane went to bed around 11:30 but didn't fall asleep until almost 2:00. Then fucking Ho-Lo called at 3:00 in the morning, and she called about 3 times. She left a really annoying voicemail too. I hate that fucking cunt. We woke up at like 7:00 cuz Shana had to work at 8:00. I came home, showered and went to work. I wanted to sleep the whole time. And work went by sooooo slow. I got out at 4:00 and went to my dad's for dinner. I then came home, fell asleep watching the Sox, and then Shane came over. He stayed until almost 2:00 and then I fell into bed. Wow, I have an exciting life.
Childhood Weirdness
Did you spend your childhood time with mostly real or imaginary friends?:
-Mostly real, but I had this one friend named Anacana...don't ask
Did people consider you an odd child?:
-Not really
Do you have memories that go back to when you were only a few months old?:
-No, my first memory is from when I was like 4
Do you remember any thoughts you had when you where very young?:
-I guess so
Were they intricate or simple thoughts?:
-Simple, most of my thoughts are simple
Were you dreams very vivid as a child?:
-As a child, yes, now I don't remember shit
What is the strangest memory you have from early childhood?:
-Sitting in my dad's office, playing with the holes edges you used to take off computer paper, and playing Lady and the Tramp
Were you a child prodigy or did you display any gifts at a young age?:
-I used to memorize my books and read them to my family
What were your favoite TV shows in early childhood?:
-My Little Ponies, Fraggle Rock, Care Bears, Punk Brewster...me and Danny once had a wicked long conversationg about the awesome shows we had as children
Were you afraid of monsters?:
-I used to have a re-accuring dream about some scary monster that wanted to eat my family
Were you more quiet and artistic or loud and physical?:
-L O U D and very talkative, still am
Issues
Do you eat meat?:
-Couldn't live without it
If you do, what is your justification for it?:
-Cow and pig tatste gooooood
If you could legalize 3 things in the US, what would they be?:
-Pot, alcohol as long as you can see over the counter, aaaaand I dunno
Do you belive in the death penalty?:
-Sure
If you had a choice, which country would you have chosen to be born into?:
-I'm proud to be an American
Describe your feelings about marijuana legalization:
-Why don't you refer back to the question that asked what 3 thigs I want the US to legalize
What about gay marriage?:
-What's the big deal, they're going to contiue to live together and do what they do even if they can't get married
What will you do if Bush is re-elected?:
-Move to Canada, I hate that fuck
Which state do you think will drop off into the ocean first?:
-Isn't California gonna do that in like 20 years?
Silly Questions
Have you ever taken something apart just to see how it worked?:
-That shit requires effort
Do you ever yell at the television while you are alone?:
-OMG yea, espeiclly when I'm watching the Red Sox
Are the Muppets sinister?:
-Dude, the Muppets own
Do you watch the Science Channel (Discovery)?:
-Sure, they have some good shit sometimes
Ever gotten into an "in person" argument with a total stranger?:
-Nope, I don't talk to strangers
Sugar or Honey?:
-Sugar
What's on your desk right now?:
-My purse and a candle cuz my house still has a faint odor of skuuuuunk
Are you slightly addicted to online tests and surveys?:
-I am, I admit it, I need to go to therapy
San Francisco or New York City?:
-Never been to either
Are you really an alien spectator studying the human condition via LJ?:
-Sure, why not
What are your favorite color combinations?:
-Yellow and orange! lol not really..
Do you enjoy night or day better?:
-Night
Favorite animal:
-Penguins, doggies, moo-cows
Have you ever been to a protest?:
-Nope
Aggravated a cop on purpose?:
-Well, I have cried to get out of tickets
Worst decision you ever made?:
-Uhhhh...
Ever gone train hopping/ridden the rails?:
-Nope
Ever put your hand through a window?:
-I'm not that strong, but I did kick a hole in the wall in my basement
List a few words you hate the sound of:
-Cunt and everything that it stands for
Emotions And Such
Have you attempted suicide more than once?:
-Nope
Do you get violent when you are angry?:
-I cry and I hit anything in my way
Which emotion are you most consumed by?:
-I end up crying a lot
Do you discuss problems or keep them to yourself?:
-I discuss them with the people that desreve to know
Do you fall in love easily?:
-No fucking way, not after I broke my own heart
What age/year was the most difficult for you?:
-SJA years
How do you channel your anger/sadness?:
-I cry, yell, scream, and eat a lot
Ever been addicted to alcohol or drugs?:
-Nah
Ever been homeless?:
-Nope
List a few simple things that make you happy:
-Shane, my friends, sex, sleep, food
Friends
Describe your best friend as if you were describing a character from a film:
-The best ever
Do you have friends that are drastically different from each other?:
-I guess so, but once they're all around me they're L O U D
List a few key traits that all of your friends have in common:
-Loudness, funness, caringness...lots of "ness"
Do you keep in touch with friends from highschool?:
-Cassandra and Beth all the time, Jessie, Macrae for the connections, Jonathan cuz he's Cassandra's bitch, Steve from time to time, Bobby cuz I have class with him, Stephanie from time to time...
Have you lost touch with many of your friends?:
-Oh god yea
Are they mostly local or long distance?:
-LOcal
When you go out with friends, what kinds of things do you do?:
-Drive around, chill at someone's house...not a whole lot, lol
Have you ever been betrayed by a close friend?:
-Who hasn't?
If yes, are you still friends with that person?:
-Yes
Are your friends mostly your age, younger or older?:
-Mostly my age
Do you have a hard time making friends because most people bore you?:
-I have a hard time making friends cuz I'm close minded and don't open up
Lovers
Gay, Straight, Bi-sexual or no idea?:
-Straight as can beeeee
Married/partnered?:
- <3 Shane <3
Ever gone out with someone you were embarassed to be seen with?:
-Haha actually yes, it didn't last very long obviously
Ever broken someones heart?:
-Haha yea I used to be a heartbreaker
How many serious relationships have you had?:
-I had 2 that lasted 10 months plus, and I'm in one now
Do you believe in monogamy?:
-One partener
Have you ever lusted obsessively over someone you knew you couldn't have?:
-Haha yea
Do you believe in the theory of soulmates?:
-Not anymore
Ever cheated?:
- No
Been cheated on?:
-Yes
Thrown someones stuff out on the lawn/stairs/etc.?:
-No
Most important emotional qualities of a lover?:
-Trusting, loving, good sense of humor, loves me for meeeee
Most important physical qualities?:
-Awesome smile, eyes I can stare into, nice ass
Would You Rather...
Eat a steak or a whole tube of toothpaste?:
-Steak....yuuuuum
Be covered in papercuts or cigarette burns?:
-They both suuuuucl
Be percieved as intelligent or street-smart?:
-Intelligent
Eat a bottle cap or a spider the size of a bottle cap?:
-Can I kill the spider first?
Have to always eat standing up or always enter your car from the sunroof.:
- Entering your car from the sunroof!! That would be sick
Be ruled exclusively by your heart or your mind?:
-Heart, my mind always plays tricks on me
Have the power to read minds or make anyone fall in love with you?:
-Read mines, that's some sick shit right there
Chew shards of broken glass or sit on a lighted barbeque grill?:
-Riiiiight
Not be able to tell the time or not know left from right?:
-I don't think I know how to do either anyways
Always spit when you talk or always be spit on while spoken to?:
-I spit when I talk now
Final Questions
Ever yelled at an SUV?:
-Yea, they like to cut people off in cars cuz they're bigger or some shit
A Hummer?:
-Yea, I told it I wanted it to come home with meeee
Ever faked being sick to get out of going somewhere?:
- Of course
Horror film that freaked you out the most?:
-IT and any clown movie
Bambi or Nemo?:
-Bambi
List 3 things that are worrying you right now::
-My Contemporary Policing class, what Shane wants to do tonight, when Shane is moving back home
How long have you been on LJ?:
-Over a year, but I only have enteries from about November of 2003 cuz I somehow deleted all my enteries before that
Do you find it t be a fulfilling experience?:
-Nah, it kills time
Describe the last dream you had:
-I don't remember my dreams
Ever sang at a Karaoke bar?:
-Nope
Do you think you'll ever have children if you don't already?:
-No fucking way
Do you think there is life on other planets?:
-Sure why not?
Have you ever saved a dying animal?:
-Noep, I wanted to save the Opposum I killed on the loop, but it was too dangerous to throw the car in reverse and get it
Most disgusting thing you have ever "found" in your food:
-Hair
Have you ever broken a leg or arm?:
-Nope
I see: The computer screen
I need: To sleep
I find: Nothing
I have: Cold hands
I wish: I wasn't so tired
I love: Shane Alexander McCarhty
I hate: Classes
I miss: Shane
I fear: Dying alone
I feel: Tired
I hear: Full House
I smell: Food
Last words?: "There's a light in your eye that keeps shining, like a star that can't wait for the night, I hate to think I've been blinded baby, why can't I see you tonight? And the warmth of your smile starts a burning, and the thrill of your touch gives me fright, and I'm shaking so much really yearning, why don't you show up and make it alright? Yea it's alright."
Any more?: "When my fist clenches crack it open, before I use it and lose my cool, when I smile tell me some bad news before I laugh and act like a fool. And if I swallow anything evil, put your finger down my throat, and if I shiver please give me a blanket, keep me warm, let me wear your coat...No one knows it's like, to be the bad man, to be the sad man, behind blue eyes."
So Friday I worked 3-9. I met Beth and her sisters at Smokey Bones. Ate a little food with them. Then I met Shane, Danny, and Craig at the Tyngsboro theater and we saw Starsky and Hutch. It was good, I liked it. Ben Stiller and Owen Wilson are wicked good together. Then I went home cuz I had to work the next day, but I didn't get any sleep at all. Sarurday I worked 10-5 then met Shane at his parents house. As soon as I got there he asked if I wanted to sleep there that night, so I said sure. So then Shane starts offering me drinks and I kept declining. His mom was so drunk and was being loud and obnoxious but it was hilarious. Shane was the bartender of the night and kept making Cosmopolitans and re-filling everyone's wine. After awhile I decided I wanted a Sam Adams. And then after that I kept asking Shane to make me Cosmo's cuz they were so good. Shane's mother's friend Carrie came over, and when she tried to leave she fell outside, so they made her stay the night too. Me and Shane went to bed around 11:30 but didn't fall asleep until almost 2:00. Then fucking Ho-Lo called at 3:00 in the morning, and she called about 3 times. She left a really annoying voicemail too. I hate that fucking cunt. We woke up at like 7:00 cuz Shana had to work at 8:00. I came home, showered and went to work. I wanted to sleep the whole time. And work went by sooooo slow. I got out at 4:00 and went to my dad's for dinner. I then came home, fell asleep watching the Sox, and then Shane came over. He stayed until almost 2:00 and then I fell into bed. Wow, I have an exciting life.
Childhood Weirdness
Did you spend your childhood time with mostly real or imaginary friends?:
-Mostly real, but I had this one friend named Anacana...don't ask
Did people consider you an odd child?:
-Not really
Do you have memories that go back to when you were only a few months old?:
-No, my first memory is from when I was like 4
Do you remember any thoughts you had when you where very young?:
-I guess so
Were they intricate or simple thoughts?:
-Simple, most of my thoughts are simple
Were you dreams very vivid as a child?:
-As a child, yes, now I don't remember shit
What is the strangest memory you have from early childhood?:
-Sitting in my dad's office, playing with the holes edges you used to take off computer paper, and playing Lady and the Tramp
Were you a child prodigy or did you display any gifts at a young age?:
-I used to memorize my books and read them to my family
What were your favoite TV shows in early childhood?:
-My Little Ponies, Fraggle Rock, Care Bears, Punk Brewster...me and Danny once had a wicked long conversationg about the awesome shows we had as children
Were you afraid of monsters?:
-I used to have a re-accuring dream about some scary monster that wanted to eat my family
Were you more quiet and artistic or loud and physical?:
-L O U D and very talkative, still am
Issues
Do you eat meat?:
-Couldn't live without it
If you do, what is your justification for it?:
-Cow and pig tatste gooooood
If you could legalize 3 things in the US, what would they be?:
-Pot, alcohol as long as you can see over the counter, aaaaand I dunno
Do you belive in the death penalty?:
-Sure
If you had a choice, which country would you have chosen to be born into?:
-I'm proud to be an American
Describe your feelings about marijuana legalization:
-Why don't you refer back to the question that asked what 3 thigs I want the US to legalize
What about gay marriage?:
-What's the big deal, they're going to contiue to live together and do what they do even if they can't get married
What will you do if Bush is re-elected?:
-Move to Canada, I hate that fuck
Which state do you think will drop off into the ocean first?:
-Isn't California gonna do that in like 20 years?
Silly Questions
Have you ever taken something apart just to see how it worked?:
-That shit requires effort
Do you ever yell at the television while you are alone?:
-OMG yea, espeiclly when I'm watching the Red Sox
Are the Muppets sinister?:
-Dude, the Muppets own
Do you watch the Science Channel (Discovery)?:
-Sure, they have some good shit sometimes
Ever gotten into an "in person" argument with a total stranger?:
-Nope, I don't talk to strangers
Sugar or Honey?:
-Sugar
What's on your desk right now?:
-My purse and a candle cuz my house still has a faint odor of skuuuuunk
Are you slightly addicted to online tests and surveys?:
-I am, I admit it, I need to go to therapy
San Francisco or New York City?:
-Never been to either
Are you really an alien spectator studying the human condition via LJ?:
-Sure, why not
What are your favorite color combinations?:
-Yellow and orange! lol not really..
Do you enjoy night or day better?:
-Night
Favorite animal:
-Penguins, doggies, moo-cows
Have you ever been to a protest?:
-Nope
Aggravated a cop on purpose?:
-Well, I have cried to get out of tickets
Worst decision you ever made?:
-Uhhhh...
Ever gone train hopping/ridden the rails?:
-Nope
Ever put your hand through a window?:
-I'm not that strong, but I did kick a hole in the wall in my basement
List a few words you hate the sound of:
-Cunt and everything that it stands for
Emotions And Such
Have you attempted suicide more than once?:
-Nope
Do you get violent when you are angry?:
-I cry and I hit anything in my way
Which emotion are you most consumed by?:
-I end up crying a lot
Do you discuss problems or keep them to yourself?:
-I discuss them with the people that desreve to know
Do you fall in love easily?:
-No fucking way, not after I broke my own heart
What age/year was the most difficult for you?:
-SJA years
How do you channel your anger/sadness?:
-I cry, yell, scream, and eat a lot
Ever been addicted to alcohol or drugs?:
-Nah
Ever been homeless?:
-Nope
List a few simple things that make you happy:
-Shane, my friends, sex, sleep, food
Friends
Describe your best friend as if you were describing a character from a film:
-The best ever
Do you have friends that are drastically different from each other?:
-I guess so, but once they're all around me they're L O U D
List a few key traits that all of your friends have in common:
-Loudness, funness, caringness...lots of "ness"
Do you keep in touch with friends from highschool?:
-Cassandra and Beth all the time, Jessie, Macrae for the connections, Jonathan cuz he's Cassandra's bitch, Steve from time to time, Bobby cuz I have class with him, Stephanie from time to time...
Have you lost touch with many of your friends?:
-Oh god yea
Are they mostly local or long distance?:
-LOcal
When you go out with friends, what kinds of things do you do?:
-Drive around, chill at someone's house...not a whole lot, lol
Have you ever been betrayed by a close friend?:
-Who hasn't?
If yes, are you still friends with that person?:
-Yes
Are your friends mostly your age, younger or older?:
-Mostly my age
Do you have a hard time making friends because most people bore you?:
-I have a hard time making friends cuz I'm close minded and don't open up
Lovers
Gay, Straight, Bi-sexual or no idea?:
-Straight as can beeeee
Married/partnered?:
- <3 Shane <3
Ever gone out with someone you were embarassed to be seen with?:
-Haha actually yes, it didn't last very long obviously
Ever broken someones heart?:
-Haha yea I used to be a heartbreaker
How many serious relationships have you had?:
-I had 2 that lasted 10 months plus, and I'm in one now
Do you believe in monogamy?:
-One partener
Have you ever lusted obsessively over someone you knew you couldn't have?:
-Haha yea
Do you believe in the theory of soulmates?:
-Not anymore
Ever cheated?:
- No
Been cheated on?:
-Yes
Thrown someones stuff out on the lawn/stairs/etc.?:
-No
Most important emotional qualities of a lover?:
-Trusting, loving, good sense of humor, loves me for meeeee
Most important physical qualities?:
-Awesome smile, eyes I can stare into, nice ass
Would You Rather...
Eat a steak or a whole tube of toothpaste?:
-Steak....yuuuuum
Be covered in papercuts or cigarette burns?:
-They both suuuuucl
Be percieved as intelligent or street-smart?:
-Intelligent
Eat a bottle cap or a spider the size of a bottle cap?:
-Can I kill the spider first?
Have to always eat standing up or always enter your car from the sunroof.:
- Entering your car from the sunroof!! That would be sick
Be ruled exclusively by your heart or your mind?:
-Heart, my mind always plays tricks on me
Have the power to read minds or make anyone fall in love with you?:
-Read mines, that's some sick shit right there
Chew shards of broken glass or sit on a lighted barbeque grill?:
-Riiiiight
Not be able to tell the time or not know left from right?:
-I don't think I know how to do either anyways
Always spit when you talk or always be spit on while spoken to?:
-I spit when I talk now
Final Questions
Ever yelled at an SUV?:
-Yea, they like to cut people off in cars cuz they're bigger or some shit
A Hummer?:
-Yea, I told it I wanted it to come home with meeee
Ever faked being sick to get out of going somewhere?:
- Of course
Horror film that freaked you out the most?:
-IT and any clown movie
Bambi or Nemo?:
-Bambi
List 3 things that are worrying you right now::
-My Contemporary Policing class, what Shane wants to do tonight, when Shane is moving back home
How long have you been on LJ?:
-Over a year, but I only have enteries from about November of 2003 cuz I somehow deleted all my enteries before that
Do you find it t be a fulfilling experience?:
-Nah, it kills time
Describe the last dream you had:
-I don't remember my dreams
Ever sang at a Karaoke bar?:
-Nope
Do you think you'll ever have children if you don't already?:
-No fucking way
Do you think there is life on other planets?:
-Sure why not?
Have you ever saved a dying animal?:
-Noep, I wanted to save the Opposum I killed on the loop, but it was too dangerous to throw the car in reverse and get it
Most disgusting thing you have ever "found" in your food:
-Hair
Have you ever broken a leg or arm?:
-Nope
I see: The computer screen
I need: To sleep
I find: Nothing
I have: Cold hands
I wish: I wasn't so tired
I love: Shane Alexander McCarhty
I hate: Classes
I miss: Shane
I fear: Dying alone
I feel: Tired
I hear: Full House
I smell: Food
Last words?: "There's a light in your eye that keeps shining, like a star that can't wait for the night, I hate to think I've been blinded baby, why can't I see you tonight? And the warmth of your smile starts a burning, and the thrill of your touch gives me fright, and I'm shaking so much really yearning, why don't you show up and make it alright? Yea it's alright."
Any more?: "When my fist clenches crack it open, before I use it and lose my cool, when I smile tell me some bad news before I laugh and act like a fool. And if I swallow anything evil, put your finger down my throat, and if I shiver please give me a blanket, keep me warm, let me wear your coat...No one knows it's like, to be the bad man, to be the sad man, behind blue eyes."