Apr 11, 2008 05:35
My skin doesn't fit quite right lately.
I can't sleep well.
Nights laying in bed are haunted by memories of California and anxiety remembering my uncle, Dane.
Laying in bed listening to the October 2007 High Contrast essential mix, Imogen Heap - ‘Headlock’ [High Contrast Rmx] came on and stuck with me in a way most DnB tracks can't
"You've been walking,
You've been hiding,
And you look half dead half the time.
Monitoring you, like machines do,
You've still got it I'm just keeping an eye.
You know you're better than this
Can't make a start, got your heart in a headlock,
but I don't believe any of it.
You say too late to start, with your heart in a headlock,
You know you're better than this"
edit:
Matrix & Futurebound - "Family" Nu: Tone & Logistics remix is the song directly after the previously mentioned one, and proved itself appropriate also
I love my mom even if I don't like her much a lot of the time when she's on her tirades.
Wandering upstairs, I found my mom asking me what's going on, to which I replied "nothing, I'm just lost." She knew exactly what I meant and we had a half hour talk about it and ways to help find me.
For the record this mix is one of my most listened to tracks according to last.fm. Considering it's two hours long, that kind speaks for itself on how good I think it is and you should find it.