Probably long, sorry
Ok so fair warning. This post is probably going to be long and I'm going to bounce from one topic to another so I apologize. I just wanna talk about stuff. Feel free to not read it :-D.
*Random Life Stuff*
*Sigh* I feel like things are starting to gang up on me and taking a toll. It really sucks. The stupid thing is I know that things could be a HELL of a lot worse and I thank God that it's not that bad. First thing is this 2 1/2 hour thing I'm in with Keith right now. It's really starting to get to me. It's not the fact that the drive is long and boring, because I don't mind it at all. I actually enjoy it on occasion. But the thing with that is there are going to times where we will most likely have to go for two weeks or more without seeing eachother. And that bites. We already had an instance where we couldn't see eachother for two weeks and that was the WORST two weeks of my damn life. Now I understand that work is a priority for both of us and if we can't see eachother because our schedule's don't mix then we can't see eachother. I keep telling myself it's no big deal. Life happens. And it's really not a big deal.
Except that it is. I should be grateful that we're only 2 1/2 hours from eachother and not like....8 or 9 hours or more. Because that would suck. And I'm glad it's only a 3 hour drive and I'm able to go there and back in the same day.
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I'm failing math. I know, shocking right? Not really. I can't fail this damn class because that means I'll have to take it again in the Winter and I don't want to do that. I need to kick my ass in order to pass it but it's not that easy. I'm in class and I semi understand what's going on but then if I try to do it myself I'm suddenly very lost. Very fast. I was never very good at Math, NEVER. Even in elementary school I was bad at it. I'm bad at it because it's like a whole other language to me. I look at math and all of sudden I'm like 'what the fuck....A+B=C to the third power divided by P equals 6.
What?
Exactly...I feel very lost and I don't know what to do. My dad and I scream at eachother and my cousin is busy so I don't want to ask her and I can't afford a tutor. AHHH!!!
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Well you know that my cell phone bill was incredibly high this month so I'm not going to use it until I pay it off. Which could take a month or more on my salary. Which means I'm going to be broke for a while and with Christmas coming up this is not a good situation. I have I think...at least 7 people to buy for. I probably missed one or two people but that's not the point. I like Christmas because I like bying things for people. I just hope I can do a little for everyone even after I get this damn thing paid off. Of course I'm doing this while I'm saving for Detroit and C3. I guess it's a good thing I still live at home at this point.
What I need is a new phone with a new plan. One of those rollover minute things with free nights and weekends. Only problem is those phone's are on the expensive side. Mine is $14 a month. I'd rather have that then a 50 or 60 dollar phone. So I don't know what to do right now besides just not use it.
*How about I talk about something else?*
The Ravens are playing on Sunday against Philly. I hate the Eagles with the fiery passion of a thousand suns but it doesn't change the fact that they are a damn good team. They are currently undefeated for the season while Ravens have a couple losses under their belts. I love my boys and all but I'm worried. Three of our best players are out. Jamal Lewis is still under suspension while Johnathan Ogden and Todd Heap are out due to injuries. We have no offense but our defense is looking really good.
We. Are. Royally. Screwed.
We might give Philly a run for their money but I think it's safe to say there is no way we are going to win this game on Sunday. And if we DO come out with a win...color me stunned. Not only are we down three players but we don't have home field advantage. That's right...the Ravens are playing in Eagle country. God help us all.
I guess thats all for right now.
*Random Life Stuff*
*Sigh* I feel like things are starting to gang up on me and taking a toll. It really sucks. The stupid thing is I know that things could be a HELL of a lot worse and I thank God that it's not that bad. First thing is this 2 1/2 hour thing I'm in with Keith right now. It's really starting to get to me. It's not the fact that the drive is long and boring, because I don't mind it at all. I actually enjoy it on occasion. But the thing with that is there are going to times where we will most likely have to go for two weeks or more without seeing eachother. And that bites. We already had an instance where we couldn't see eachother for two weeks and that was the WORST two weeks of my damn life. Now I understand that work is a priority for both of us and if we can't see eachother because our schedule's don't mix then we can't see eachother. I keep telling myself it's no big deal. Life happens. And it's really not a big deal.
Except that it is. I should be grateful that we're only 2 1/2 hours from eachother and not like....8 or 9 hours or more. Because that would suck. And I'm glad it's only a 3 hour drive and I'm able to go there and back in the same day.
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I'm failing math. I know, shocking right? Not really. I can't fail this damn class because that means I'll have to take it again in the Winter and I don't want to do that. I need to kick my ass in order to pass it but it's not that easy. I'm in class and I semi understand what's going on but then if I try to do it myself I'm suddenly very lost. Very fast. I was never very good at Math, NEVER. Even in elementary school I was bad at it. I'm bad at it because it's like a whole other language to me. I look at math and all of sudden I'm like 'what the fuck....A+B=C to the third power divided by P equals 6.
What?
Exactly...I feel very lost and I don't know what to do. My dad and I scream at eachother and my cousin is busy so I don't want to ask her and I can't afford a tutor. AHHH!!!
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Well you know that my cell phone bill was incredibly high this month so I'm not going to use it until I pay it off. Which could take a month or more on my salary. Which means I'm going to be broke for a while and with Christmas coming up this is not a good situation. I have I think...at least 7 people to buy for. I probably missed one or two people but that's not the point. I like Christmas because I like bying things for people. I just hope I can do a little for everyone even after I get this damn thing paid off. Of course I'm doing this while I'm saving for Detroit and C3. I guess it's a good thing I still live at home at this point.
What I need is a new phone with a new plan. One of those rollover minute things with free nights and weekends. Only problem is those phone's are on the expensive side. Mine is $14 a month. I'd rather have that then a 50 or 60 dollar phone. So I don't know what to do right now besides just not use it.
*How about I talk about something else?*
The Ravens are playing on Sunday against Philly. I hate the Eagles with the fiery passion of a thousand suns but it doesn't change the fact that they are a damn good team. They are currently undefeated for the season while Ravens have a couple losses under their belts. I love my boys and all but I'm worried. Three of our best players are out. Jamal Lewis is still under suspension while Johnathan Ogden and Todd Heap are out due to injuries. We have no offense but our defense is looking really good.
We. Are. Royally. Screwed.
We might give Philly a run for their money but I think it's safe to say there is no way we are going to win this game on Sunday. And if we DO come out with a win...color me stunned. Not only are we down three players but we don't have home field advantage. That's right...the Ravens are playing in Eagle country. God help us all.
I guess thats all for right now.