should be asleep
I should be asleep...but had to write...maybe not...maybe I should just sleep...what the hell am I doing? Argh, is this some sort of post-teenage angst? Do I seriously want to be a high school teacher? Then a professor? Me? Who has been focused entirely on insuring I get a highly paid federal job out of college? I think my values are changing...I think I could be a damn good teacher. But it all depends on the system. How much room would I have to play with? I guess if I knew the rules...man, high school was absolutely horrible...do I really want to go back...but at the same time, I am convinced I could do it SO much better than my old teachers...but is it okay for a hs teacher to play counselor? I miss Judo...but it's going to be so hard to get back into the game...when did I become such a whiny bitch? Ah, crap...I forgot to write Grandma...I should call her...wish I could meet with Patty...but she's outta town til' late August...I could talk with Dr.Frankel instead but I'm more comfortable with Patty...what the hell is up with Justin? --eh, it doesn't matter...I have a million thought right now...wish they would all slow down...damn, do I like Joe...he's so great...he's so good to me...should I study linguistics for grad school? I don't know...I think it has potential...language is so incredible...its evolution...its origins...everything...would Hawaii be best? I need to check it out...but where am I going to get $1000+ by March? I guess I could see if Grandma would help...I need to call Sami...as soon as she gets back from Japan...haven't seen her in almost a year...okay, time to get to bed...enough random thoughts for the night.