SoCal
So, as I lay here writing this, I am filled with emotions... I can't believe that tomorrow I am moving to California. It was a big enough move just going from PA to FL, but atleast then I was with my family and I had my car... now, it's just me, all alone, with only 2 suitcases and a backpack. I really hope I can make everything fit. I feel like I have to leave so much behind...pictures, posters, movies, my pillows and blankets....I want to take everything with me....all these things provide comfort which I won't have for 4 months.... it makes me so sad! I want to take my whole room with me!! And I can't really buy stuff out there, cuz then in 4 mos when I come home, I will have nowhere to put it! Unless, I stay out there... but that's only if I am offered a job. Ugh, I really dislike moving....especially for a period of time where it's not permanent, but long enough that I can't really fit everything I need into a couple of suitcases. Like my star blanket...I REALLY want to take it!!! And the airlines are being dumb and you can't take anything liquid onto the plane, so like my thingy of lotion...i don't wanna pack it into a suitcase because i don't want it to spill, but i can't put it in my backpack either....DUMB. So it's like ok, I can buy more out in Cali, but I don't want to buy more! I WANT MINE!!! I am staring at the suitcases I have packed, and I'm really worried I won't be able to fit my last minute items tomorrow like my chi, and makeup, and face wash. Yeah...my suitcases are that packed....and I hope they both aren't over 50 lbs because I don't want to pay extra money. I really am excited, I googled earhed where I am going to be staying for the first 2 weeks and it's the pacific ocean, the beach, a row of condos, and the next row is where I am staying. Literally 1 block from the beach. It's going to be magnificent. And then I will be spoiled and won't want to leave. Hopefully we can find a place still near the area of Newport Beach. Alright, well I guess I am going to go to sleep....even though im not that tired. I really hope everything goes well tomorrow and my planes don't crash. Ok, good night....next time I write here I will be in SoCal!!!!!
<3,
Tara
<3,
Tara