I just wanna die or something`
So yeah I went to the drs office yesturday for my appt and was telling him about how I am so tired and the pain is killing me and that there is nothing that I can do to seem to stop the pain.I swear I have had 3 babys already and this pain was nothing compared to the pain that I am having now...But all he could tell me was that he could give me "oxycotin" ...Ummm let me think about that...NOT HAPPENING! for one that pill is the devil..to many people around here are dropping like flies cauuse they become addicted to it so no sorry I will cut my back out before I take one of those things..But on a brighter note I did sleep for like 4 hours last night so that is a good thing considering I have had no more then like 6 hours sleep since last thursday...Sleep is a wonderfull thing...oh and I had like 2 hours this afternoon...till my baby sister called to make sure that I did not die yet...I love sisters they are great....