He read this journal
Yeah so I eneded up finding out that since I mentioned this page to pike he searched it and read it...At first it bothered me cause he repeated a post to me that I wrote when I was really confused...Yeah I said that shit and looking back at it 5 mins later I said I sounded insane..But I was so many feelings all at once. Anyways I am over it..I have decided that I am just gonna live my life for me and the kids...Who cares what the rest of the world thinks cause I don't anymore..I am so fucking sick of everyone thinking that they know what is the best for me and what I should do...Fuckem all...I may close this page cause now I feel like I am being watched, maybe I will start it on paper and hide it up my ass..Seems that maybe no one would touch it from there...lol.