I have no idea how to explain it...
SO yeah I am thinking that if/when Pike calls that I may ive him this site and tell him to read it...It may be easier to tell him to read this then explain the moany emotions that are running thru my head, There is so much that I have to decide and figure out and I don't wanna sound like a bitch. But then I am thinking that there are alot of posts that are insane adn he may not understand that I was mad or scared or whatever I was when I was writing them..Like I would never do half the things I threatened to do in here...I have no idea...I bet he don't even call me...I bet he don't even care...Maybe he is thinking that I am lying...But I swear to god I am not...and I have a confesstion...Nikki I even kept this from you cause I was not ready to tell anyone..But I did a test last saturday adn it was postive...SO yeah I am still gonna wait till the 15 or 20 to tell mom and dad...
When I woke up this morning all I wanted to do is puke..I am hoping that this will go away cause I remeber when I was having logan I was sick all day and night....always wanting to get sick...Who knows? Blahh well I am gonna go try to get everyone to take a nap cause mommy is tired and wants to get a few mins to herself.....
When I woke up this morning all I wanted to do is puke..I am hoping that this will go away cause I remeber when I was having logan I was sick all day and night....always wanting to get sick...Who knows? Blahh well I am gonna go try to get everyone to take a nap cause mommy is tired and wants to get a few mins to herself.....