Ughhhh
So tonight is the graduation dance adn where am I? I am sitting in the hotel lobby in front of the puter..Why you might ask well it is a long story but the whole thing goes around the point of the way that certain people treat me. If you hate me that bad or our embarresed by me just say so and forget I excist..I can not take the stress of trying to make you happy and make sure that no one or nothing pisses you off..I am sick and tired of watching you behave like a spoiled 2 year old when something dont go your way...I am sick of crying at night cause you made me feel like shit or you screamed at someone and made them feel like shit...Do you not know how you make people feel on a dialy basis? Or is it like you said tonight and you just dont care? honesley I am so beyond this as far as I am concerned if things dont change then I am walking away and pretending you dont exsist. You will only have to call my home when you wanna see my kids other then that I can not handle more. I am at the breaking point and I will not let my mental state get like it did the last time. I am doing what I have to do for me from now on and if the world dont like it then so be it...anyways I hate myself right now and I need to cry again..I am gone