The lack of shit to say

[taraleecheetham]

I have nothing to write about.I mean I could probley write about the kids..or the concert or dad...Or probley even Pike who I miss like fucking hell. I think corrrine sees steve more and he lives here and she lives in nish. But yeah 4-1 is horrible. I try to stay up till after 1am when he gets home to call me but fuck it is hard when you are up before the birds most days. He trys to call on his lunch but that is not for long cause he has things that he has to do. I am sick of missing him and crying cause I feel so god damm alone but hey what can ya do? Krista is off tonight so hopefully her and I will get a bit of time alone today. I miss her like hell to..I think that this 4-1 thing would be so much better if she was around. I miss her like someone cut of my arm cause she is my best friend and I need to have a certain amount if time with her or I start to go insane.

The kids are all good and happy waiting for santa which makes me happy. Pike is suppose to be off christmas day altho they say that he may have to work. Well fuck them people. He is taking the day off and I am sorry but I dont care what happens. I am not gonna be a happy person if I need to be alone thru all the hoildays...

Grrr kids are being animals gotta go...