So Excited
Well this is gonna sound funny but after 2 years and a kid, Pike is taking me on our second date...lol...Well not that we are not together alot and stuff but the fact is that we never get away at all alone to tonight we are going out. I can not wait we went out for a bit last week and left all the kids home witch meant that it was the first time in months that I had no kids for awile, but now I am ready and the fact that Brett will have formula for a bit dont even bother me cause I know that I need time away to. I think christmas is almost done adn all that I need to get for the kids is clothes and Pike gave me the money to do that today so after that I have the same 3 people that I have left every year, Mom, Dad , and Corrine. I know she is reading this so Corrine give me a clue. I am lost when it comes to them, I know that there are 3 million dvds rin wants but I wanna get her something that she is gonna love and that has some meaning.
I have thought about what I want for christmas and here is what I want everyone to do. Find something around the house that you hate or that is ugly or useless wrap it up and give me it. I promise not to complain and I will not get mad. The reason behind this is that this is the first year without my nanny and that is what she use to do. Anything that was ugle or useless she gave to me adn I never complained or said a word about it to her. Mom and Corrine and everyone esle would either tell her excatley what they wanted or they picked it up and she would pay them. But not me cause I never wanted to hurt her or make her upset. So I guess that makes me the loser as they say. So yeah that is what I want. I want all the useless shit so that you dont want. I know it sounds insane but hey thats me.
Oh and today is the day...Rin finally gets her x-ring! I am more proud of her then I could ever explain. She has done things with her life that I never did and that is not anyones fault but mine and I know it. But hey she is a great girl adn as much as we fight I know that she has a ear to lend me when I need it..ANd I know that she has one for me.
I AM PROUD OF U BABY!
P.S. If you are gonna try to pawn a man off on me then it is to late cause I have the man of my dreams.
xoxoxoxoxoxo love ya hunney
I have thought about what I want for christmas and here is what I want everyone to do. Find something around the house that you hate or that is ugly or useless wrap it up and give me it. I promise not to complain and I will not get mad. The reason behind this is that this is the first year without my nanny and that is what she use to do. Anything that was ugle or useless she gave to me adn I never complained or said a word about it to her. Mom and Corrine and everyone esle would either tell her excatley what they wanted or they picked it up and she would pay them. But not me cause I never wanted to hurt her or make her upset. So I guess that makes me the loser as they say. So yeah that is what I want. I want all the useless shit so that you dont want. I know it sounds insane but hey thats me.
Oh and today is the day...Rin finally gets her x-ring! I am more proud of her then I could ever explain. She has done things with her life that I never did and that is not anyones fault but mine and I know it. But hey she is a great girl adn as much as we fight I know that she has a ear to lend me when I need it..ANd I know that she has one for me.
I AM PROUD OF U BABY!
P.S. If you are gonna try to pawn a man off on me then it is to late cause I have the man of my dreams.
xoxoxoxoxoxo love ya hunney