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So, me banning myself from boys lately has turned out to be a really good thing. Its given me a chance to work on a lot of things. It turns out I can be really happy and alone at the same time, something I was never that sure about before. As I told my parents, the gym is my new boyfriend, he makes me all hot, sweaty, and out of breath, we spend almost every day together...etc. My dad loves to hear that! I've been studying more than I have before. I'm also working on some friendships, building and repairing.
I've hung out with Josh, the guy from my conditioning class, 3 times now. He took me weight lifting at the rec one day. I went over to his apartment one night. Last night we went to the Vagina Monologues. (Something I highly recommend, we both enjoyed it.) I messed up the times of Saw II so we didn't go see that, instead we went back to his place to watch Dude, Where's my car? And then we wound up talking for a few hours, and I really enjoyed it. He's really easy to talk to, and I got him to open up, more than a lot of my guy friends do. I wish I didn't have to work this morning so I could have stayed longer, but I didn't get to bed until 4 in the morning as it was. And to top it off, I didn't even feel bad that I missed out with drinking with Ian and the guys, thats pretty impressive.
Tonight I hung out with Dave, haven't seen him since September. I forgot what that constant love and affection felt like. He really is an amazing person. We went out to dinner and watched I am Sam. I even sung Wicked (horribly off key) the whole car ride. So I guess we might start hanging out again some more.
I really like the friends without complications thing. I've been more happy this past month than I have in a really long time. So I'm not really sure when I'm going to be ready to start dating again. oh well, no rush
I've hung out with Josh, the guy from my conditioning class, 3 times now. He took me weight lifting at the rec one day. I went over to his apartment one night. Last night we went to the Vagina Monologues. (Something I highly recommend, we both enjoyed it.) I messed up the times of Saw II so we didn't go see that, instead we went back to his place to watch Dude, Where's my car? And then we wound up talking for a few hours, and I really enjoyed it. He's really easy to talk to, and I got him to open up, more than a lot of my guy friends do. I wish I didn't have to work this morning so I could have stayed longer, but I didn't get to bed until 4 in the morning as it was. And to top it off, I didn't even feel bad that I missed out with drinking with Ian and the guys, thats pretty impressive.
Tonight I hung out with Dave, haven't seen him since September. I forgot what that constant love and affection felt like. He really is an amazing person. We went out to dinner and watched I am Sam. I even sung Wicked (horribly off key) the whole car ride. So I guess we might start hanging out again some more.
I really like the friends without complications thing. I've been more happy this past month than I have in a really long time. So I'm not really sure when I'm going to be ready to start dating again. oh well, no rush