Nov 30, 2005 19:19
I think I have to break up with him.
He has no idea how to calm me down. He only knows how to push my buttons. When I'm angry, or upset, or frustrated, I don't need him yelling at me for feeling that way. I need for him to give me 10 minutes so I can calm myself down. He refuses to give me that time, and then makes snide remarks about how I'm always angry.
Well, fuck you.
I'm sick of always having to apologize for having feelings that aren't happiness, giddiness, excitement, etc.
I'm done. I'm really, really done. I think I actually hate him right now, and I can't take this anymore.
When it's your only fucking night off, don't make me feel any worse than I already do. It's not going to make me look forward to spending the rest of the night with you. It's not going to make me happy, either, to ask you to take me home and have you be SO GLAD to do it.
Fuck you. I honestly hate you right now.
Fuck.
You.
asshole,
jason