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My life is over, iv lost the one thing that matter most in it and now its gone. I have no motivation to do anything. No more DDR, i dont even wanna go to college. All of my dreams are destroyed all because of me. I Love Mike and well ill never have him again. Life is so unfair. I dont think im gonna make it.. i already talked 2 three different suicide lines, and i dont even want to kill myself i just want the pain to go away!! That wont happen unless i am with him. I am a mess...........