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so lets see, this yeah. basically it SUCKED.
i lost a friend who i was really close to
i lost my relationship with my family becasue i fucked up.
i was kicked out of my house and lived over at ivys h ouse for 3 months. from being there i got so depressed with my life that i decided to stop eating.
i lost over 40 pounds from not eating and developed an eating disorder.
i spent all my money on weed, therefor i got in a lot of trouble with the cops and with the law.
i ran out of all my money and lived each week check by check.
im now 19 years old and in debt. and when i say debt i dont mean i have no money.. but i mean i have the bank and collection agency after me.
also this yeah i had something very bad and personal happen to me that changed me completly.
all i have to say is that that person should be in jail. and hes not.
as the end of the year is comming up, ive realized that i have changed 100%
im a lot more mature and i have a totally different outlook on life.
ive recently started eating better becasue of the fear of a time when i blacked out from not eating.
i honestly would try to be friends with everyone again, but its the way others see it that holds me back.
i finally have a boyfriend again and hes awesome. a really good friend and an awesome boyfriend.
i have also moved back into my house and things still suck, but let me tell you this.. being kicked out of my house for 3 months made me realize that you dont really know what you got till its gone.
i just wnated to post this to let everyone know that im sorry for everything i have done to piss you off make you mad, hate me or anything else.
i have changed a lot.
i mean yeah i still smoke weed..
im still a bitch at times, but i have learned to keep my mouth shut when it comes to shit that will just get out of hand.
that is all.
tarah
out.
i lost a friend who i was really close to
i lost my relationship with my family becasue i fucked up.
i was kicked out of my house and lived over at ivys h ouse for 3 months. from being there i got so depressed with my life that i decided to stop eating.
i lost over 40 pounds from not eating and developed an eating disorder.
i spent all my money on weed, therefor i got in a lot of trouble with the cops and with the law.
i ran out of all my money and lived each week check by check.
im now 19 years old and in debt. and when i say debt i dont mean i have no money.. but i mean i have the bank and collection agency after me.
also this yeah i had something very bad and personal happen to me that changed me completly.
all i have to say is that that person should be in jail. and hes not.
as the end of the year is comming up, ive realized that i have changed 100%
im a lot more mature and i have a totally different outlook on life.
ive recently started eating better becasue of the fear of a time when i blacked out from not eating.
i honestly would try to be friends with everyone again, but its the way others see it that holds me back.
i finally have a boyfriend again and hes awesome. a really good friend and an awesome boyfriend.
i have also moved back into my house and things still suck, but let me tell you this.. being kicked out of my house for 3 months made me realize that you dont really know what you got till its gone.
i just wnated to post this to let everyone know that im sorry for everything i have done to piss you off make you mad, hate me or anything else.
i have changed a lot.
i mean yeah i still smoke weed..
im still a bitch at times, but i have learned to keep my mouth shut when it comes to shit that will just get out of hand.
that is all.
tarah
out.