new years and whatnot
i hate being sick!! :-( and the worst time to get sick too, when jessica comes home to visit for 4 days and when sean comes home from being gone 11 days. so basically, i felt and looked like complete shit the whole day, which i didn't want to happen :-/ and i kept falling asleep :-(...
but here's to a new year. every year i think, this year will be better than the past one, it HAS to be. it seems that each year seems to get progressively worse, give or take a few things. hopefully this year, i can focus more on the things that make me happy, the good things. i'll focus on my incredible boyfriend, my great friends, what little family i still have, instead of the negatives, which i dont want to list right now. i just hope i dont ruin things this year, like i have done in the past.
resolution (s) -- *don't dwell on the bad things
* LOSE WEIGHT
* try to be less of a bitch
* be prettier (if that's possible? :-/)
i love my boyfriend more than anything in the world; he means the world to me. i'm so glad to have him back again <3333 sorry i wasn't better looking/more alert yesterday :-/
i'm gonna go finish watching napoleon dynamite now...