Oct 11, 2004 10:06
I feel like crap, I keep getting this cold and it sucks a lot. I have been having a pretty nice time with Cari and Naomi lately. I love hanging out with them and I love that I can honestly say that they are my best friends. I think that you guys are the BEST....
Last night I liked Mike a lot I didnt want him to leave. I definitely think that he is started to open up more. Last night we had a little argument though cuz he feels like he always has to call me and I dont call him which is not true. If he calls and I dont answer I always call him back. I got kind of mad at that. Also he seems to feel that I dont want him around me. Like he doesnt feel wanted which mad me even madder cuz I wont want him to come over if i didnt want him around. Then he got mad at me cuz I said what your saying is you want me to call more and make you feel more wanted. What does he want me to do sit on top of him 24/7. I didnt know what he was talking about. But at least he is being less shy about saying things to me, even though it took me an hour to get it out of him. But I liked him a lot yesterday, some days I would like to kick him, but yesterday was good.
Also my grandma informed me that our neighbors have their American Flag hanging upside down. Which means that they are against the United States. I told my family that they were secretly terrorist, the husband hasnt been there in like over a year his car is parked on the side of the garage but like hidden. They never come out of the house they are buttholes and everytime I look at them I want to cuss like a sailor. They stare at us all of the time which is rude. So I told my brother about it and him and his friend went over and stole the flag off their house. One of the neighbors tried to turn them in but they couldnt do anything about it cuz it is freedom of speech. Why would they want to live in a country that they hate but they like cuz they are free.
Cindy keeeps on trying to hang out with me she keeps saying how much she misses me and misses laughing with me, but she is the one who messed up the friendship.I really dont want to be her friend anymore cuz I know that she will go back to doing the same hurtful things as before. I have better friends know who actually care about me...
Mike asked me what we were doing for Sweetest day but I dont know what we should do......