Hoping to tread water and not drown...
So, dad's memorial was today. He looked good. Was nice seeing some of the family again. The memorial was beautiful. We just had family get up and talk about memories. My brother Russell started and then his ex-wife Laura got up. Aunt Shirley was after that and then Uncle Jerry. Tim went then and he broke down. Russell and Laura went up and hugged him while I cried against Jackie. I, on the other hand, did not get up and speak because I knew if I tried to, I would have been a sobbing mess on the floor.
Now comes the fun part of dealing with some thing tomorrow and dealing with the mortgage company and praying that we're able to keep our heads above water. I'm not sure how things are going to go right now but I'm positive that we will make it through this. We have a large support group (both family and friends) so I'm positive things will be okay.
Anyways, just wanted to make a short update. That's all.
P.S. I am NEVER, EVER drinking like I did Monday afternoon again! At least, not mixing the liquors. And NO MORE Tequila!
Now comes the fun part of dealing with some thing tomorrow and dealing with the mortgage company and praying that we're able to keep our heads above water. I'm not sure how things are going to go right now but I'm positive that we will make it through this. We have a large support group (both family and friends) so I'm positive things will be okay.
Anyways, just wanted to make a short update. That's all.
P.S. I am NEVER, EVER drinking like I did Monday afternoon again! At least, not mixing the liquors. And NO MORE Tequila!