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OKAY LOOKIE PEOPLE I AM UPDATING WOO WOO! *sarcastic* i am sorry that my parents changed my password to my internet connection, so they can moniter when i go on and off...they don't trust me, and it really didn't help when they saw me and rick kissin on my fron porch either. at least he's coming over today, i miss him so much, its crazy. I wish I could see him everyfreakinday. I wish he could also come to my school. and that way, i would not get sexually harrased and shit by all these guys. at least the whole ryan thing is over...that was bad. I LOVE RICK SO FREAKING MUCH!! mm, I had to get that outta my system...i missssss him, and what really sucks is that yesterday, when i went to tha movies with mel liss and kel, we saw stef and she was like, yea john and rick are at the mall right now. ........omg, he was right freakin therr, and i could do nothing about it. AND! andrew, does not like me...at all. all of stefs bf's hate me, i should be used to it. i mean it really sucks, rick and stef are like best friends, all hers hate me and are like "can't i do something with stef without you?" even tho 4 other people were with them. it really pisses me off. I mean gawd, i am so sorry that me and stef are inseperable best friends, but maybe they need to realize, that she loves me more than she loves them. yea thats right, she loves me more HAH lol love ya stef ;)
omgomogmoomgomogmgomogmgomgogmogmogmg, i miss rick. alot. i need to talk to him, now. what if hes cheating on me? what if he was at the mall with another girl? omg.THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN I DON'T TALK TO HIM FER A DAY!!! i swear i need to talk to that man every day or else my entire self, will distruct, and i will go crazy. he should be on soon or something.
<3 Tara