Every night

[tarabl3]

Every night I pray, that this will all be ok.
Coming close again will be hard, but he gives me strength.
I ask him to forgive me, he never seems to hear me.
His ears have been turned away, by all the wrong I have done.
I ask him to set me free from all my misery.
He gets me on the right path, but I miss one day, and it goes right back.
I want to be closer to him, I ask why it is so hard.
He tells me that its because of these things I have done.
I plead for the forgiveness that he has promised me.
He asks me if I will do right.
I cannot answer, it is all to hard.
He says that he cannot forgive unless I repent.
I ask for help in changing,and to purify me.
He guides me through it all, because I have tried so hard.
I ask help him find you, and never leave you.
He is so close one day, then suddenly falls away.
I beg for forgiveness, for the things we have done.
He trys to set me straight, it makes me feel free again.
I pray and pray that he will one day become free like me.
He is still working on that, but I know somehow he will make a miracle.
But above all else, I ask "give me yourself"
Every night I still pray that it will all be ok.