llllong weekend....
Sometimes...people just don't understand! and that's ok! I AM HAPPY!
So...I've been done with school since what now??? LAST WEDNESDAY...what smuck stays at school when they don't have to?? Yeah yeah yeah that's me! hahhaah
So basically everynight I just hang out and get my drink on, chill, sleep, clean, entertain Meggie Wu, and enjoy my stupid lil life!
Last Night (Monday) was exciting though, Greg and Justin came up here to visit us and Kevin. We all just enjoyed eachothers company...haha that was gay! and hung out. The boys got wasted over at Kevins and we went and picked them up and then came back and made food, LOTS OF IT, took shots, and slept. PS I ONLY SLEPT! It was really good to see Justin. He makes my life eaiser, but you really wouldn't understand that. it only has to do with Brenda! anyway...today, just hung out in my bed in my pjs and talked on the phone! i'm exciting.
BUT tonight were gonna get a lil crunked maybe..we'll see, Brendas a sick lil puppy so i feel i might need to take care of her punk ass. i probably should start packing since we all know i bring home sooo much shit espically for a MONTH! haha hilarious!
pretty much over break i'm just going to work like a slave, sleep, watch movies, celebrate christmas and hang out with all my pals.
It's actually finally happening and i cant even explain to you how excited i am. you may not understand but this has taken me forever. maybe i'm not so sure of the feelings that are coming back my way, but i feel so free and relaxed. i'm not scared but i'm worried. i know i deserve this. he's more than i knew. and thats so great for me, i love realizing people are different than you really think. i feel special knowing i see something maybe someone else doesn't. i just love feeling like i am not alone, this is fun, relaxed, honest, trustworthy. this is something that i haven't had in a long long time. you make me happy!
well boys...and girls...i'm out! see you soon RO lovers!
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