Insomnia
It's really bad right now...i can't sleep and i can't eat. i think maybe i just over slept all day yesterday considering i did not get out of bed really at all because i'm a lazy ass. i really hate it because thats not how i am i like to always be on the go and gettin shit done but lately i just couldn't do it.
i can't stop thinking about the decisions i've made lately. they are big ones to me and i am not sure if they are the right ones, if i'm really happy with what i'm doing right now, so basically i'm driving myself insane.
i also just really wanna go home and see my family and WU and make things all better with some other people. i miss just relaxing with my girl and being stupid and eating TB...but we don't eat TB anymore cause we diet! but yeah i do get to go home next weekend, hang out, make some money and then come back for my last 3 weeks of school. i think my mommy is gonna come visit me during that time like right before i leave to come back home shes going to stay a night with me so we can do mommmy/Tara stuff. i just have to convince her that big girls can drive alone. she gets scurred!
well i'm up really early obsessing over some things...maybe i'll clean my room since i just threw shit everywhere when i was drunk on friday...o well!
well hope everyone is having a good summer...congrats to the call of 05! high school sucks!
peace
Tara
i can't stop thinking about the decisions i've made lately. they are big ones to me and i am not sure if they are the right ones, if i'm really happy with what i'm doing right now, so basically i'm driving myself insane.
i also just really wanna go home and see my family and WU and make things all better with some other people. i miss just relaxing with my girl and being stupid and eating TB...but we don't eat TB anymore cause we diet! but yeah i do get to go home next weekend, hang out, make some money and then come back for my last 3 weeks of school. i think my mommy is gonna come visit me during that time like right before i leave to come back home shes going to stay a night with me so we can do mommmy/Tara stuff. i just have to convince her that big girls can drive alone. she gets scurred!
well i'm up really early obsessing over some things...maybe i'll clean my room since i just threw shit everywhere when i was drunk on friday...o well!
well hope everyone is having a good summer...congrats to the call of 05! high school sucks!
peace
Tara