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Everything is what it is...people say its always something different...it isn't what it seems... NO plain and simple its what it is! if you look at something through clear eyes you will see that there is nothing to hide that it is right there in front of you and it probably won't ever change.
* I made cupcakes today with Kaitlin and i just ate the shit out of the batter! SOOO yummy i'm such a heffer! *
I went home this weekend and it was pretty good...i got to see MEG PIE and BONES and ERIC and DADDY and lots of other important people. i'm glad i really only hung out with the ones that matter...i'm done going home and seeing people that just shit on me! done with it!
i'm so caught up in trying to make everything work out for the better that i forget i can't have it all. i need to figure out really whats more important...whos more important and what i want to do about it. i've been striving for happiness for so long and for some reason i always look to other people to make me that way, espically one inperticular, i realize i can't do that, but i can't stop either. someone help me please! I ANNOY MYSE:LF SO I SLEEP!
I got 2 new fish today, after i had 2 other ones that Brenda sent to the toilet bowl, it was an untimely death..no hard feelings B! haha so i got her one big goldfish she named gay sam! and then i got 2 lil ones and i named them stash (cause he has a lil black line around his top lip) and the other one Beauty(like black beauty cause its a black goldfish..weird....and we call him NIG for short) well we called him that until i just looked up at him and he has decided to pass away on me...damn walmart fish! haha but i still have Larz my frog and hes going strong...i think he needs a friend though! well just wanted to update you on my animal kingdom! take care
back to RO this weekend for the BC stuff...hope i don't see anyone! :)
love always
MUAH!