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[tarabara84]

I once thought that i knew what i wanted outta life... now i am not quite sure?? i once was a person with many goals and did whatever i had to to achieve them, but i got off track some how?? now i am soo far behind schedule i am not sure what to do?? i mean i use to think that i was going to be one hella of a catch for somebody one these days....but now what do i have to offer them?? Here i am a woman who let something little side track her and now i dont have much to offer?? When i was little i always dreamed that i would be this big doctor who helped save many lives, instead i havent even achieved to get any kind of degree?? I guess that it sounds like i am kinda feeling sorry for myself, which in reality i am trying to make myself realize that nothing is going to change if i dont get off my ass and make some changes??

so anyways... my goals are to get my ass back in shchool and get my degree...its going to be hard to make myself go back i have been off for about a year and ahalf...so i got to get back!

so is everyone ready for christmas?? i guess i am...i ahve afew more gifts to get and its a week away... okay well everyone have a wonderful christmas and happy new year..... talk toyou then