Last psych lecture today. Weeeee.
I loved finally being provoked to the point of being a bitch. That was fun. Although, admittedly, I could've been so much worse. For instance, rather than a simple message, I could've just gone and knocked on the door(since I was in the area), as I don't tend to deal with the shit that was said to me. So I controlled myself rather well.
Hey Maria, call me some night after 9, deary, I have some news for you!
Hey this is fun. We're doing this stress coping thing right now.
Oh yeah, by the way.
I have recently been informed that, apparently, certain people still manage to convince themselves that I try to involve myself in their lives by talking about them or even thinking about them.
Again, you know who you are, give it up. Quit trying to drag me into your life. There are no thoughts in my head or words in my mouth, or on the computer screen, besides this. Haven't been for an EXTREMELY long long time. So go away, and quit thinking or talking about me, forget I even exist. It may not be as hard as you think, because with the exception of when someone tells me you've been talking about me AGAIN, I have forgotten that you both exist.
So anyway, time to dive into something a little more entertaining, on my part anyway.
So far who did you talk to the most today?
Kevin
What is the best name for a butler?
Schnader
What is the thing you are picked on most about?:
my memory... or lack thereof- or just my overall silliness. Quite often, I hear Kevin say "I love you" following his laughter.
Whats the weirdest story of one of your scars?:
uhh.. nothing too weird. I burned my arm on a hot water pipe because I was hiding from my step-nephew...
Do you remember the part from Bambi when Bambi learns to say bear?:
uhhh I barely remember anything about bambi
What color is your toothbrush?:
I think it's red and white
Can you eat well with chopsticks?:
sure...?
What odd things creep you out?:
normal people
Have you ever felt an earthquake?:
nah, but I'm sure I will in like 10 years
What do you do with the hot grease when youre done cooking bacon?
we save it to use it again
Whats the weirdest thing you have ever eaten?:
cheese and ketchup
What is your favorite word that starts with the letter G?:
good
What is the closest object to your left foot?
my backpack
Who is your favorite Golden Girl?:
uhh, don't know them so well, but I like the oldest one
Do you have an inside joke that has to do with numbers?
plenty of them, teheee.. My favorite is 3-for-1. None of you know what I'm talking about here, so don't pretend you do.
What is the longest amount of hours you have slept in a row?
14?
How do ugly people make you feel?:
uhh... like... an... alien? I don't know, how is any random person SUPPOSED to make me feel? Oh, the ugly part. Hey, ugliness doesn't affect the way I think about anyone...
Where was your mothers hometown?:
You know... good question... If I remember correctly, she may have said something about formerly living in New York? Let's just go with Merritt.
Where was your fathers hometown?:
Houghton Lake
What are the posters on your walls?
Jessica Alba in the bedroom, tons of movie posters in the rest of the house (including two more that involve Jessica Alba)
Type 2 words that rhyme:
moo, flu
Do you use online terms in real life?:
ha, no.
What do you think people think of you?:
I'm short, and my name is Tara. Ha, I don't know, I don't really give a shit.
Do you think this year will be better than the last?:
Oh I KNOW it is. Last year was a complete disaster, the worst of my life. This year is one of the best of my life. Easy choice.
Who is the 1st person on your incoming call list and how do you feel about them:
Kevin, and I love him dearly and unconditionally and all kinds of crazy like. That can't change for anything or anybody- he's the only person who will ever be able to change that
Do you know who Salad Fingers Is?:
no
What is the stupidest thing you have ever done?
listened to friends rather than myself
What is your favorite commercial of the moment?:
the squirrels who run out and make a car crash, then high five eachother
what does it take to make you cry?
If I'm already emotionally strung out, seriously like WOAH, then it takes just a bit more stress. Otherwise, it takes EXTREME hurt
What are you looking forward to?:
the future
Have you ever cried because you thought you were ugly?:
ha, no, I don't cry over such trivial things
Who did you kiss today?:
Kevin!! (giddy giggle)
What do you like to do when you are alone?:
relax, light candles, put on some music, read, take a bath
Who are your 2 favorite characters on Full House?:
Comet and Joey
What is missing from your life at the moment?:
money
Grab the closest book, what does the 7th sentence on the 23rd page say?:
"7. Turn OFF the meter BEFORE taking it out of the samle so that it will reset the meter!"
(lab book)
When was the last time you slept with a stuffed animal?:
a couple of weeks ago. Kevin wasn't home from work yet and I was tired, I need something to cuddle with to sleep. Lately, though, it's been a pillow if I don't have my Kevin option.
If it was your last day on earth what shoes would you wear?:
my DC's
What do you think of Law and Order?:
uh... k.
Can you name all 7 dwarfs?
Doc, sleepy, bashful, grumpy, dopey, sneezy, happy (it was already done for me)
Have you ever pretended to be Klingon?:
who?
What was the last thing you thought you lost, but ended up finding it?:
probably my wallet. it was probably in my car when I thought it was in my purse. that happens a lot.
What were you doing at midnight last night?
either watching a movie or reading
If you had a ball of clay what would you mold it into?:
some kind of food, no doubt
Do you have any famous relatives?:
not really
Doug or Rugrats:
awww, I miss 'em both! but I preger rugrats
Chicken nuggets or chicken fingers?
chicken nuggets from wendy's, any other case, fingers
Pirates or Indians:
pirates are hot.
Pulp OJ or No Pulp OJ:
no pulp
Drive or Ride Passenger:
ride if the driver is Kevin, my mom, or Evelyn. anyone else, I'll drive.
Regular Hot Dogs or Cheesy Hot Dogs:
regular
Beach or Pool:
beach
Renting a movie or Going to the theater:
I like both
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?:
a few times
Bake with an easy bake oven?:
yep :D
Gone to school when you didnt remember you had the day off?:
gone when we didn't KNOW we had the day off. something happened in the school, they had to shut it down for the day, but it was spring or fall or something so the weather wasn't bad, we didn't think to check for school cancellations.
Jungle Boogied?:
what?
Ever owned a Spirograph?:
qu'est ce que c'est?
What was the last TV show you watched?
everybody loves raymond
Food you ate:
it's been so long I can't remember.
Thing you bought?:
gas
Thing that gave you chills? (besides being cold):
Kevin running his fingers over my back (they were good chills)
Song you sang out loud?:
Blessed by Martine McBride, I do believe
Time you ate ice cream?:
yikes... s'been a while...
1. Using FOOD names, spell out your name.
Teryaki Chicken
Artichoke
Rigate
Apple pie
What song makes you cry?
the music video to "What Hurts The Most" Rascall Flatts
What do you like to listen to before bed?
Kevin's voice
. A p p e a r a n c e:
HEIGHT: 5'2"
HAIR COLOR: brown
EYE COLOR: green
PIERCINGS: 3 for now
TATTOOS: none yet
5. R i g h t N o w:
PANTS YOU'RE WEARING: ripped jeans
WHAT'S ON YOUR MIND?: how sad this song is.. oh you mean in my life? hoping I start getting more hours at work, absolutely loving all of my relationships- friends, family, and most of all, Kevin. I love that we finally get to live together again. That time between campus and April 1st was torture.
SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO?: What Hurts the Most video- the clip in the middle of the song where the two teenagers are talking about the future, she just asked him what he sees in the future, and he said "you". Awwwwwwwwwww.
WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?: AWESOME
HOW ARE YOU?: a little shakin financially, but once that straightens itself out (which is SOON), I'm am absolutely fantastic.
6. D o Y o u:
GET MOTION SICKNESS?: sometimes. It depends on who's driving, how they're driving, the kind of land we're driving on, and whether or not I'm reading or resting or whatever.
HAVE A BAD HABIT?: eating
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS: quite well
7. F a v o r i t e s:
TV SHOW: Charmed, Wildfire
CONDITIONER: Biolage
MAGAZINE: ?
8. H a v e Y o u:
BROKEN THE LAW: yes
RAN AWAY FROM HOME: nope
MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: well sure
USED YOUR PARENTS' CREDIT CARD BEFORE: with her permission, always
FALLEN ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: yes, on purpose. In the beginning of 2005, I was a bit disgusted with something that had happened, and didn't want to sleep where it had taken place, so I chose the bathtub. Besides, then my skin could soak all night.
HAD CHILDREN: not for a while yet
YOUR GREATEST REGRET: not listening to myself
9. R A N D O M!:
YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW: nothin yet
IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE? blood red
WHAT MAKES YOU THE HAPPIEST?: the people I love, and that love me
WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET: whatever I burn.. or if I win another one from Z93, along with more free food!
LAST TIME YOU CRIED?: it's been quite a while
LAST TIME YOU GOT A REAL LETTER: do bills count?
LAST TIME YOU GOT AN E-MAIL?: Haley, from my bio class, emailed to ask what she missed in last night's lab (we dissected flowers)
LAST TV SHOW YOU WATCHED: Everybody loves Raymond
LAST MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER: 40 year old virgin- yes, it's been that long
Do you wish on stars?: shooting stars, every chance I get
all of the wishes that I've truly wanted to come true have so far, and a couple that I made that didn't come true turned out to be a blessing that they didn't
Last person you spoke to on the phone?: Kevin
Favorite drink?: strawberry smoothies
Favorite month?: July
Favorite food?: Italian
Favorite day of the year?: October 31st
What do you do to vent anger?: oh jeez... where to begin? If I'm just slightly annoyed/angry, then I'll generally just be irritable and continue whatever I was doing. Moderately, I'll get up and go do independant activities such as cleaning, homework, playing games on my computer, listen to music. If I'm really angry, I'll probably sit somewhere and do nothing and stare at something and not say any more words than I absolutely have to. I retreat into myself and try to calm down. Once that's done, I reduce to the moderate level of anger
What was your favorite toy as a child?: the neighbors. They did whatever I told them to.
Fall or Spring?: Fall
Cherry or Blueberry? Blueberry
What is on the floor of your closet?: a dresser, sound-system stuff, uh... stuff.
Who is the friend you have had the longest? current friend? Amanda Weinel I guess. Afterall, I haven't talked to Jennifer in at least a year.
What did you do last night?: watched a movie, talked to Kevin(he was at work), read a lot- Pandora's Box is a cool book
What are you afraid of?: hurt
Plain, cheese or spicy hamburger?: cheese
Favorite car?: Elenor, she's fakkin hot! but realistically... the mustang convertables... they're pretty
Number of keys on your key ring?: 2 for now, should have a third soon.
Favorite day of the week?: ...I don't know, it changes
for the record, I've been asked half of these.
These are supposedly 35 questions that no one would EVER ask you.
1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?
hey, my hair doesn't look that bad.
2. How much cash do you have on you? none
3. What's a word that rhymes with "DOOR"? floor :D
4. Favorite tv show? charmed, or wildfire
5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your mobile? missed? uh... how about 4th on the call list.. Eveylynne... and whattya know, I DID miss that call- I didn't even know she called me. Well, now I do.
7. What shirt are you wearing? red "I hate U"
8. Do you "label" yourself as anything? ha, no. I'm just Tara. There is no explaining me.
9. Name the brand of shoes you're currently wearing? DC's
10. Bright or Dark room? Dark
13. What were you doing at midnight last night? either watching a movie, talking to Kevin, or reading
14. What did your last text message you received on your mobile say? I don't remember, but I think it was from Shannon saying something along the lines of "Tara, you know I love you and I know you wouldn't say the stuff they're saying you did" (damned right I didn't, fuckers)
15. Where is your mailbox? by the road...
16. What's a phrase that you say a lot? oh for sure!
17. Who told you he/she loved you last? Kevin
19.How many drugs have you done in the last three days? none
**where is 20-22??? having a 3some
23. Current image on your desktop? me and Kevin engulfed in flames, kissing... and around it there is me on my horse, Josh beating Darin's ass, me and Gavin, me and a kitten, me Kevin and Gavin, me in my costume, me and Evelyn, me and Jason, and Kevin
24. What was the last thing you said to someone? ok, see ya later! (to Wendy)
25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly? million
26. Do you like someone? I love Kevin.
27. what was the last song you listened to? Paperdoll, Kittie
28. If the last person you spoke to was getting shot at, would you jump in front of the bullet? I'd knock her down, but I don't think I'd die for Wendry, I don't know her that well.
29. If you could punch one person in your life right now, who would it be? Everyone who is IN MY LIFE, I like. I don't include people in my life that I dislike enough to punch. Those days are over.
30. What is the closest object to your left foot? some of these questions are repeats
31. Would you kiss a member of the same sex? I have, twice, but I wouldn't anymore because I'm taken.
32. Would you go out with some one from a different school? No, again, I'm taken.
33. What is your type? Kevin
34. If you could see anyone right now, who would it be? Gavin, I miss him terribly :_(
35. Have u ever been skinny dipping? definitely!