Disgruntled ..
After being bombarded w/ some fascinating yet upsetting information .. i gathered myself and went to go babysitting .. i babysit Chloe-2, Gant-4, Andrew-6 and Ganson 9 ... OMG .. never again .. christ .. they were wild .. and we had a genuine catastrophe (sp?) .. andrew had a "zip up" haha .. and was in the bathroom screaming and i was talking to him through the door and he's yelling at me to fix it .. im like wtf do i do omg .. so i didnt know what to do .. and he cried for like an hour .. i called some guys i know.. nobody was home .. so i was kinda screwed ..... then i had to try to venture through walmart on sunday aka .. hispanic grocery shopping day/ back to school bitches .. and get a few things for my science class .. god i looked down the school isles like 10004392043920 times and couldnt find A SINGLE thing i needed .. luckily .. i found Potter who's also in my science class and he had to go find all my stuff for me haha .. oh well .. lol .. everything put together .. isnt helping me at all .. and i dont want to go to school tomorrow .. i may not .. just for the record i had a double "time of month" .. just 2 back to back 1 day inbetween .. caused from "stress" and that wont stop happening until things calm down .. so i guess again .. im screwed.. but if you've never had anxiety irregulate you .. i dont recommend it .. it makes my already intolerably painful times hurt twice as bad .. sucks a lot .. thats why i've been overly bitchy lately for those of you who've noticed .. and now i have to go straighten my hair ..