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Your back again! Actually this time it was my fault. I get fucked up and do the stupidest shit ever. I hate it! (but i love to be fucked up) I need a good guy! NOT YOU! I bring myself into shit all the time like this. I need to straighten my shit up and I just can't seem to. I sleep maybe 3 hours a night. I was fucked up cause of what you give me when I'm around. I can't sleep cause I can't stop thinking about you even though I know how bad you are for me! Its like crack you hate it till you have it, then when its there, right in front of you, you want it so bad. There is no reason why there is no explanation it is just the way shit is. I HATE IT!!!! I don't wanna go back, but I know I will. Your the exact opposite of what I need. I just have an addictive personality that leads me to be addicted to the things I shouldn't be! I hate myself. I NEED HELP.....I AM TO FUCKED UP THIS TIME!!!