TEARS
I cry tears I never thought I had
tears that fall uncontrollably
I know that what I did was bad
but I already told you Im sorry
I cry tears that could flood a town
tears that never seem to end
I feel like Im going no where but down
because all you want to be is my friend
I cry tears full of passion and sorrow
tears that hold secret thoughts I wish you knew
I go to sleep and dream of a tomorrow
when I can finally be with you
I cry tears that never cease to exist
tears that always break me
I know this is a feeling I cant resist
but I wish that it would let me be
I cry tears because tears are all that remain
tears that remind me of your face
I am bound to you by shame
and now I feel like a disgrace.
Why can't I just be with someone? No one wants me. I am alone and it's all my fault. I made someone feel like shit and now I am reaping the consequences. I broke someones heart and now its coming back to me. I hate this. I need to just go away for a while and be by myself and just let this pass...even though it hurts so much. He tells me that he wants to try something new....someone new...and I dont blame him. I would hate me if I were him. I cheated on him. I made him so mad, and sad. Now I regret it. I regret it so much... I just want to be happy and nothing here makes me happy anymore. The only people I want to be with are the ones who don't want to be with me. I just want to be with him but I guess Im not worth it to him. He doesnt understand that all I would do is be there for him and treat him good and right and love him.... no he doesnt want love. It hurts so much loving someone who doesnt care if you do or not.... love is nothing but pain and suffering... love is cruel.... love will hurt you in a heartbeat..... love will make you cry.... love will kill you in the end. I hate being in love. I just want to be happy for once.... I need something to make me happy. I need..... him. I need him.
tears that fall uncontrollably
I know that what I did was bad
but I already told you Im sorry
I cry tears that could flood a town
tears that never seem to end
I feel like Im going no where but down
because all you want to be is my friend
I cry tears full of passion and sorrow
tears that hold secret thoughts I wish you knew
I go to sleep and dream of a tomorrow
when I can finally be with you
I cry tears that never cease to exist
tears that always break me
I know this is a feeling I cant resist
but I wish that it would let me be
I cry tears because tears are all that remain
tears that remind me of your face
I am bound to you by shame
and now I feel like a disgrace.
Why can't I just be with someone? No one wants me. I am alone and it's all my fault. I made someone feel like shit and now I am reaping the consequences. I broke someones heart and now its coming back to me. I hate this. I need to just go away for a while and be by myself and just let this pass...even though it hurts so much. He tells me that he wants to try something new....someone new...and I dont blame him. I would hate me if I were him. I cheated on him. I made him so mad, and sad. Now I regret it. I regret it so much... I just want to be happy and nothing here makes me happy anymore. The only people I want to be with are the ones who don't want to be with me. I just want to be with him but I guess Im not worth it to him. He doesnt understand that all I would do is be there for him and treat him good and right and love him.... no he doesnt want love. It hurts so much loving someone who doesnt care if you do or not.... love is nothing but pain and suffering... love is cruel.... love will hurt you in a heartbeat..... love will make you cry.... love will kill you in the end. I hate being in love. I just want to be happy for once.... I need something to make me happy. I need..... him. I need him.