Mar 26, 2006 10:38
I tried my hardest to be strong.right afterwords.
i cant even express my feelings right now.
Im still trying.
I NEED to remain strong for Tina.
she is my everything. My idol, my hero,my BESTEST BEST friend ever.
this is the hardest thing i have ever came across.
I need her to wake up soon.
i can not make it in this world without her.
no one even knows how i feel right now.
I have alot of best friends, but i can honestly say that she is My one and only true friend!!
I love her beyond what words can even express.
one thing i need to have in my life to survive is her.
i havent cried this hard or long in years.
to be honest, i dont remember the last time i have cried like this.
she means everything to me.
i have NEVER done something major in my life without her either 1. her being there with me or 2. being there right afterwords.
not only am i upset, i am pissed off at ALOT of things.
i dont mean to and i know i need to forgive, but how can i not be mad
she is laying in a hospital in a coma!!!
so PLEASE everyone, learn a lesson out of this.
NEVER drink and drive, its not worth it....AT ALL.
and trust me, i used to think to myself "that would never happen to me or anyone else that i know"
well the reality is, it does and it might.
i NEED her right now, she is my everything and always will be my everything.
I love her soooooo much.