i dont even know about anything anymore.
I am more Hurt, Depressed, Confused
Than i Ever have been.
I dont even know anymore, about anything.
My daily thoughts consist of him.
The one that i can honestly say i love with every fiber, every muscle, everything inside of me.
I wish i was being honest if i said he loves me the same.
its not true though. matter of fact....he just wants to be friends.
Its been months, and still my heart is still out there with him, getting broken.
times like these are when i invade my mothers pills...to find a new sense of belonging.
i would never overdose, just get that feeling where you cant even think, and when you do. you think of the best things
and never once do you think about him.
but in all reality...where is that goona get me. no where but in a fake state of mind that will only last so long
i have better things to do than that. but dont think that thought isnt in the back of my mind.
cause i hate to say this...but it is.
i wont follow through with it, trust me on this.
but maybe....thats what i need?!
prolly not, but it is a debatable question!
i always tryed to be "that" girl that he loved, cared for.
but some how..i manged to fail at that one, just like i fail in everything else i do in life.
i need to get over him, but i cant.
Its harder than what you think it is.
i need strength, love, power to hold on, a feeling of being accepted for who and what i am, but mostly i need him.
thats all to much to ask for but..... it is my wish list.
it will stay my wish list for years to come.
one day maybe i will get what i wish, hope, and pray everynight for.
I love Adam Christopher Sorenson more than anything or anyone.
Than i Ever have been.
I dont even know anymore, about anything.
My daily thoughts consist of him.
The one that i can honestly say i love with every fiber, every muscle, everything inside of me.
I wish i was being honest if i said he loves me the same.
its not true though. matter of fact....he just wants to be friends.
Its been months, and still my heart is still out there with him, getting broken.
times like these are when i invade my mothers pills...to find a new sense of belonging.
i would never overdose, just get that feeling where you cant even think, and when you do. you think of the best things
and never once do you think about him.
but in all reality...where is that goona get me. no where but in a fake state of mind that will only last so long
i have better things to do than that. but dont think that thought isnt in the back of my mind.
cause i hate to say this...but it is.
i wont follow through with it, trust me on this.
but maybe....thats what i need?!
prolly not, but it is a debatable question!
i always tryed to be "that" girl that he loved, cared for.
but some how..i manged to fail at that one, just like i fail in everything else i do in life.
i need to get over him, but i cant.
Its harder than what you think it is.
i need strength, love, power to hold on, a feeling of being accepted for who and what i am, but mostly i need him.
thats all to much to ask for but..... it is my wish list.
it will stay my wish list for years to come.
one day maybe i will get what i wish, hope, and pray everynight for.
I love Adam Christopher Sorenson more than anything or anyone.