The feelings of TaRa
yeah so today was an alright day....when i got to school and saw Adam (the first time since Wensday) i freaked out a little bit and i started crying. i have no idea why it was just really hard for me to look at him. so anyways i didnt go to 1st hour instead i sat in the closet thing in the front of the school with April so they wouldnt know i was skipping. then 2nd hour i was talking to Joe and I saw Adam talking with Ashley and it hurt me really bad so i started crying again. I was finally okay before 3rd hour and was able to talk to him. I guess were doing better than what we were i dont really know.
For all of those people who keep telling me about Adam...i thank you for caring and thank you for being there for me. I am in love with this boy. i DO forgive him but i will never forget....I know what i am doing with him and he will never get the best of me so please stop telling me im dumb or what not. Thanks....i know how to handle myself and i will never let him hurt me like that ever again!
Went to Tinas right after school and we went for a walk to stalk my ex-wanna be lover....it was soo funny....it was in the middle of a rainstorm not to mention and here me and Tina come walking down the road just so i could see him....ahhh thanks tina that was so nice of you to come with me. then we sat around her house and what not then away to that damn deco-tech meeting...uhhh BORING....so gay but oh well.
I LOVE THE FACT THAT HALF OF WHITEHALL KNOWS WHAT HAPPENED....WOW PEOPLE WAY TO TALK ABOUT IT...but whatever i'm over it. Oh i also found out...that Adams ex-girlfriends hate me...well some of them. wow never talked to some of them but they hate me because i talk to thier ex. well girls i'm sorry that me and Adam still talk....dont hate me for it
oh yeah...Will came to my window last night around 12...scared the living day lights out of me. well he wanted me to sneak outside with him...uhhh NO so i tell him i cant and that i will try but of course im lying so i have this fear he is going to come back sure enough around 2 i hear knocking so i sit up *i was just falling asleep* and hes like come on so i was like uhhh no so i told him that me and Adam are together and that i am in love with him and i would never do anything to hurt him...well finally he left. he wanted me to come to his sisters today but i didnt i was gone all day and when i got home thats the last thing i want to do is go talk to him. so i have this fear that if he is still out here he might come to my window again...damn i wish he would leave me alone
For all of those people who keep telling me about Adam...i thank you for caring and thank you for being there for me. I am in love with this boy. i DO forgive him but i will never forget....I know what i am doing with him and he will never get the best of me so please stop telling me im dumb or what not. Thanks....i know how to handle myself and i will never let him hurt me like that ever again!
Went to Tinas right after school and we went for a walk to stalk my ex-wanna be lover....it was soo funny....it was in the middle of a rainstorm not to mention and here me and Tina come walking down the road just so i could see him....ahhh thanks tina that was so nice of you to come with me. then we sat around her house and what not then away to that damn deco-tech meeting...uhhh BORING....so gay but oh well.
I LOVE THE FACT THAT HALF OF WHITEHALL KNOWS WHAT HAPPENED....WOW PEOPLE WAY TO TALK ABOUT IT...but whatever i'm over it. Oh i also found out...that Adams ex-girlfriends hate me...well some of them. wow never talked to some of them but they hate me because i talk to thier ex. well girls i'm sorry that me and Adam still talk....dont hate me for it
oh yeah...Will came to my window last night around 12...scared the living day lights out of me. well he wanted me to sneak outside with him...uhhh NO so i tell him i cant and that i will try but of course im lying so i have this fear he is going to come back sure enough around 2 i hear knocking so i sit up *i was just falling asleep* and hes like come on so i was like uhhh no so i told him that me and Adam are together and that i am in love with him and i would never do anything to hurt him...well finally he left. he wanted me to come to his sisters today but i didnt i was gone all day and when i got home thats the last thing i want to do is go talk to him. so i have this fear that if he is still out here he might come to my window again...damn i wish he would leave me alone