I Want to give up....maybe i NEED to give up!!
Why is it that when everything is going good......one thing can change it all!??!
i should of known it was too good to be true
- well Adam asked me to the christmas dance...well i had Deco-tech so i told him i couldnt go. well then i tell my mom and sister and they know how much i am in love with this boy so they say that i cant go to deco-tech well then i get all happy and tell adam and he tells me he dont want to go anymore. im not mad at him at all....im pissed of at some otheer things with some other people!
- *SOMEONE* (not Adam......someone else) fuck you and thank you so much for making my life a living hell day in and out! I dont know if you intend to or not my my appreciation goes out to you and i hope you have thee BEST time of your fuckin fucked up life!!!
- No one in this entire world will EVER....know what i feel like right now. i want to cry so hard and fuckin cut the hell out of my arms and maybe it will take away the emotional pain! i wish day in and out that this pain will go away but it wont all because of one fuckin person!!
- Just when things are good and im happy with my life someone has to go fuck it up. when will tears ever stop? when will someone actually treat me right cause not to mention i do everything in this world to make sure everyone around me is happy. i should quit caring about people so damn much seeing how they dont care about me!
- I HATE THIS LIFE OF MINE....EVERYTHING I DO NEVER IS GOOD ENOUGH NEVER EVER IN MY LIFE
- giving up on everything and everyone...secluding myself in my room....seems like my only option right now! I CANT TAKE THIS NO MORE
- and to this one person (please dont get any ideas because it might not be who you think it is)......fuck you and i hope one day you will finally get over the shit in your life and get over yourself. quit looking out for youself and actually look out for other people. grow the fuck up and even though this is hard for me to say....i hope everything in your life turns out okay and one day you will find someone that will fall in love with you and you fall in love with them. i wish you the best of luck with everything!!
- I cant go around being the nice little happy girl anymore when deep down it feels like everyone is out to get me.....I hate this and i wish all of it would just disappear......FOREVER AND NEVER COME BACK
- At least i have a heart for people.....YOU DONT AND THAT ONE IS OBVIOUS!!
If you by chance read this..... im sorry for coming off as a bitch to you....but you will NEVER know how much you hurt you and Adam hurt me!