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i dont even know where to start.
i feel like my life has changed really drastically sometimes.
other times i feel like i am the same person ive always been, but ive just made way more mistakes.
i think ive learned a lot in the last year, but i wish that i hadnt.
i guess you just cant change things now.
i want to go to sleep but i feel like i cant.
i think that i expect people to be better than they are.
i guess its disappointing sometimes.
like right now.
gymnastics makes me really upset lately.
i guess im finally realizing that its all over.
and maybe i didnt get what i wanted out of the last 2 years.
i hate that im 17 years old and i cant even grow up.
i feel like my life has changed really drastically sometimes.
other times i feel like i am the same person ive always been, but ive just made way more mistakes.
i think ive learned a lot in the last year, but i wish that i hadnt.
i guess you just cant change things now.
i want to go to sleep but i feel like i cant.
i think that i expect people to be better than they are.
i guess its disappointing sometimes.
like right now.
gymnastics makes me really upset lately.
i guess im finally realizing that its all over.
and maybe i didnt get what i wanted out of the last 2 years.
i hate that im 17 years old and i cant even grow up.